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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘I like your top.’

‘Oh, this old thing.’

I make a pretence of having casually thrown it on, rather than the reality of the last few days spent yanking things off hangers in a desperate attempt to find something that fits. All my dresses and nice trousers are too tight. Since moving to Yorkshire I’ve been living in my old dungarees, which are dangerous as they have no waistband. It’s given me a new respect for Felicity Kendal in The Good Life. How on earth did she manage to make dungarees look so sexy? I do not look sexy.

In the end I gave in and ordered something online in a bigger size.

‘Here, let me get the chair.’

‘Oh . . . thank you.’

Ajay pulls out a chair for me.

‘Hang on – I need to do something.’

He reaches towards me unexpectedly. Instinctively I jerk backwards, but his fingers are already brushing against the side of my neck.

‘You left the tag on.’

My face flushes with embarrassment. ‘Oh . . . thanks.’

‘I have lots of old things in my wardrobe with the tags still on them,’ he smiles, putting me at ease. ‘So, tell me. What are you drinking?’

I smile back gratefully. ‘Whatever you are.’

Ajay goes to the bar to order me a glass of wine, and I nip to the loo to check my hair hasn’t gone frizzy in the rain; and the app on my phone, to see that Harry isn’t destroying the house. Relieved to discover both are fine, I return to the bar feeling more relaxed and discover Ajay has got us a bottle.

‘Well, it seemed easier. And cheaper,’ he adds sheepishly.

‘Great,’ I smile as he pours me a glass, but feel a bit worried. Now I can’t escape after one drink, if I want to.

‘Cheers.’ We chink glasses.

And I pull myself together, because being stuck sharing a bottle of wine with a handsome man wouldn’t exactly be the worst thing in the world, now would it?

‘. . . so that’s how I ended up renting out cars.’

We’ve spent the last twenty minutes filling each other in a little about our lives: where we grew up, our backgrounds, families. After my outburst at the car rental office, we already knew the spoilers in both our relationships, so neither of us mentions my divorce or his break-up. Instead I find myself speaking mostly about my childhood spent here in the Yorkshire Dales, and how both strange and yet familiar it is to find myself back again, while Ajay tells me about the severe bout of anxiety that caused him to drop out of criminal law – much to the horror of his parents – and how his job is only temporary until he figures out what he wants to do.

‘Still, it’s much less stressful than defending,’ he finishes.

‘Now you only have to deal with vomiting dogs,’ I add, and he laughs.

‘Sorry, that was all probably a bit heavy for a first date.’