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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘Apparently he inherited it from his great-aunt, but he lives abroad and has no use for it.’

It’s dark outside, and my reflection stares back at me in the windowpane. I look tired. Old. Pale as a ghost.

No use for it.

That’s how my husband must have felt about our marriage when he walked out. The thought drops like a weight on my chest. With my back still turned, I squeeze my eyes shut, pinching the tear ducts with my thumb and forefinger. I mustn’t cry. Not here.

‘Well, like I said, it was a bit of a wild card.’

As he flicks off the bare bulb overhead, I open my eyes and linger for a moment by the window. My reflection has disappeared and my gaze extends over the high stone wall and through the skeleton branches of the trees, into the graveyard’s dark recesses. It’s only four o’clock, but it’s already pitch-black.

‘So, going back to the new mill conversion we first looked at in town.’

I can hear the clicking of switches behind, in an attempt to find the one to illuminate the staircase. Maybe I should call this whole move off. Admit I’ve made a mistake and acted too rashly. Rent something in London and beg for my job back. After all, this is so unlike me. I don’t do impulsive. I’m sensible. Cautious. ‘Risk-averse’, according to my pension-fund provider.

Plus all the self-help books advise against making any major decisions for at least a year after a divorce, and I have a whole stack of them on my bedside table.

‘The one with the roof terrace that you liked, ten miles from here. There’s been a lot of interest in that one, what with it being in a bustling market town near the big shops, station and amenities . . .’

In the background, the estate agent is giving me his sales pitch.

‘So if you’re serious I’d advise acting quickly.’

Still staring out of the window, I catch sight of something. A flash of pink. White spots. I peer more closely. It’s started to rain and drops are hitting the window, forming rivulets down the glass. It’s an umbrella. A bright-pink polka-dot umbrella. I follow it as it moves across the graveyard, its owner hidden underneath. Something about it makes me smile. It looks so incongruous, this spotty flash of colour bobbing cheerfully along in the wintry bleakness, weaving in and out of the graves. Like a beacon of light in the darkness.

‘I’d like to make an offer.’

Turning away from the window, I look across at the estate agent, who is waiting for me at the top of the stairs, studying the screen of his smartphone. He looks up, his expression like one of my pupils caught misbehaving.

‘Christmas shopping,’ he explains sheepishly. ‘Perfume. For the wife. I get her the same thing every year.’ He puts his phone away quickly. ‘Sorry, what did you say?’

‘I want to make an offer.’