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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘It would be like a stranger coming up to you and giving you a kiss,’ Dr Khan had explained.

‘But I’m not a stranger, I’m her husband,’ Valentine had protested.

‘But she doesn’t always remember,’ she’d replied gently.

Gisele turned to him now, her bright blue eyes running over his face. The carers had dressed her in one of her favourite cerise sweaters and applied her make-up, just as she liked it, but up close, it was as if the light had gone out of her face.

‘It’s Valentine. Your Valentine,’ he prompted.

She smiled, but he wasn’t sure if it was out of politeness rather than recognition.

‘Is it Valentine’s Day?’

‘Not yet, love,’ he shook his head, ‘but every day is Valentine’s Day when you’re married to me – isn’t that what you used to say?’ he joked feebly, searching her face for a flicker of memory.

It had started innocently enough; he thought she was being forgetful, getting confused. ‘Well, aren’t we all? It’s called old age,’ he’d soothe, when she couldn’t recall where she’d put her glasses or got lost on the way back from town. Except it wasn’t. When they got the official diagnosis of Alzheimer’s, he put his arm around his weeping wife in the doctor’s surgery and told her not to worry. She’d looked after him for years, so now it was his turn.

At first they’d managed just fine. They even went on holiday to the South of France, driving in their camper van like they’d done every year. But as the disease continued its grim march through his beloved wife’s brain, it was like having to stand aside and watch helplessly as thieves broke into your home and stole the things that are most precious to you. It robbed Gisele of her quick-witted sense of humour, her uncanny ability to recall any date or recipe, and her joy of gardening. Instead her behaviour became more erratic: getting out of bed in the middle of the night and putting on her coat to go to the supermarket, becoming angry and impatient, when all her life she’d been so calm and kind.

Worst of all was watching her sobbing uncontrollably in the fleeting moments of lucidity when she realized what was happening to her. Trying to comfort her and failing. He managed for as a long as he could, but even with the help of carers, in the end it got too much.

‘Acqua di Parma.’

‘Sorry, love?’

‘Your cologne,’ she said, leaning forward to smell him. ‘I bought you that cologne one Christmas.’

‘Yes . . . yes, you did, love.’

It was like getting his wife back again for a few brief, wonderful moments and Valentine felt his heart soar as he reached for her hand. Just like he did all those years ago when he first asked her to dance at the Palais. Her teenage skin was firm and smooth then; now it was tracing-paper thin, but it was still the same hand that had held his as they jived around the dance floor.