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  1. one good thing
  2. Prologue
  3. The Seven Stages
  4. STAGE 1
  5. WTF
  6. Yorkshire
  7. London
  8. Lost and Found
  9. Stanley
  10. A Charitable Act
  11. Valentine
  12. Online Dating
  13. Maya
  14. Rescue Me
  15. STAGE 2
  16. Keep Calm
  17. (and go for a walk)
  18. Faith
  19. Valentine
  20. First Steps
  21. A Moment of Truth
  22. Anger and Letting It Go
  23. The Boy
  24. The Teenager
  25. Only a Number
  26. Back to the Future
  27. Not a Date
  28. The Old Man
  29. STAGE 3
  30. Woulda, Coulda, Shoulda
  31. The Bombsite
  32. Two Weeks’ Notice
  33. The Snowman
  34. Heathcliff
  35. Valentine
  36. Father and Son
  37. The Castle
  38. Courage
  39. STAGE 4
  40. Hang in There
  41. Sleeping Arrangements
  42. Stanley
  43. Peeling Back the Layers
  44. Regret
  45. The Village Idiots
  46. The Morning After
  47. Maya
  48. Things Left Unsaid
  49. Hiding in Plain Sight
  50. STAGE 5
  51. The Curveball
  52. So Lucky
  53. A Helping Hand
  54. Valentine
  55. ‘See You Later, Alligator’
  56. Running on Empty
  57. Stanley
  58. A Big Birthday
  59. The Surprise
  60. Eighteen months ago
  61. Brave Face
  62. STAGE 6
  63. Love Your Mistakes
  64. The Dales Country Show
  65. The Teabag
  66. A Confession
  67. Valentine
  68. WhatsApp with Maya
  69. Snagging
  70. A Different Kind of Doorstep Challenge
  71. Stanley
  72. Table for Two
  73. Maya
  74. Sticky Toffee Pudding
  75. PC Neesha Sharma
  76. Harry the Hero
  77. STAGE 7
  78. The Best is Yet to Come
  79. A Celebration of Life
  80. Turning the Page
  81. Valentine
  82. WhatsApp with Naomi
  83. Forgiveness
  84. The Grand Opening
  85. The Last Dance
  86. Stanley
  87. Valentine
  88. The Rest of Your Life
  89. An Epilogue of Sorts
  90. Acknowledgements

‘Gosh, this is very fancy,’ I whisper, leaning across the table as the waiter finishes telling us about the specials and leaves us to consider our menus.

‘I thought you’d be used to fancy restaurants, after living in London,’ says Ben, fiddling with his collar.

He’s had a shave and is wearing a smart jacket and a freshly ironed shirt. When he picked me up in his van, I made some jokey comment about how well he scrubbed up, and Ben said something about how he thought he should make an effort. But what I was really thinking was how handsome he looked. Out of his overalls and with a fresh shave, the transformation is quite startling, and when I went to kiss him on the cheek, I caught the scent of his aftershave and I felt something shift between us. It felt different.

Or is it just me that’s different?

‘Honestly I think you’ve got completely the wrong impression about me,’ I protest, smoothing my napkin onto my knee. It’s made of heavy, starched white linen and is so spotlessly clean I can’t help wondering how on earth they get the stains out. ‘My life was hardly glamorous. Most of the time you’d find me on the sofa, marking homework.’

Ben laughs then and I feel him relax a bit. I get the feeling he chose this restaurant for me, and he would have been as happy – if not a lot more comfortable – down the local pub. Me too, if I’m honest, but of course I can’t tell him that. He’s made such an effort.

He turns to the menu. ‘What’s pommes purée?’ he asks, lowering his voice.

‘I think it’s mashed potato.’

‘Well, that’s not very fancy – even I can make that.’ He looks triumphant and I laugh. ‘Though mine’s probably lumpier,’ he admits as an afterthought.

‘That’s a good thing. My grandma always used to say that’s how you know it’s home-made.’

‘Wise lady, your grandma,’ he nods approvingly and I start giggling. I don’t know what’s got into us. Neither of us is drinking and yet I feel giddy. Aware of the other diners’ eyes on us, we both duck behind our menus, trying to straighten our faces.

‘Chicken looks good.’

‘Ah yes,’ I nod, ‘but can you make Parmesan Snow?’ Reading from the description, I look at Ben over the leather-bound parapet and raise my eyebrows.

Which of course sets us both off again, and it’s only when the waiter returns to take our order that we finally manage to stop giggling. Though I do feel a bit guilty about dabbing my eyes on my lovely white napkin, as I get two big smudges of eyeliner all over it.

We both go for the chicken, complete with the Parmesan Snow. Ben isn’t drinking, so I order sparkling water, even though he tries to persuade me to have some wine.

‘Please at least have a glass,’ he insists. ‘I’m the one driving.’

‘It’s fine, honestly,’ I say, handing the waiter the wine list.