Chapters (160)
- Dedication
- 1. Erin
- ERIN
- 2. Danny
- DANNY
- ONE MINUTE EARLIER
- 3. Erin
- ERIN
- 4. Danny
- DANNY
- 5. Erin
- ERIN
- 6. Danny
- DANNY
- 7. Erin
- ERIN
- 8. Danny
- DANNY
- 9. Erin
- ERIN
- 10. Danny
- DANNY
- 11. Danny
- DANNY
- 12. Erin
- ERIN
- 13. Danny
- DANNY
- 14. Erin
- ERIN
- 15. Danny
- DANNY
- 16. Erin
- ERIN
- 17. Danny
- DANNY
- 18. Erin
- ERIN
- 19. Erin
- ERIN
- 20. Danny
- DANNY
- 21. Erin
- ERIN
- 22. Danny
- DANNY
- 23. Erin
- ERIN
- 24. Danny
- DANNY
- 25. Becker
- BECKER
- 26. Erin
- ERIN
- 27. Danny
- DANNY
- 28. Erin
- ERIN
- 29. Danny
- DANNY
- 30. Erin
- ERIN
- 31. Becker
- BECKER
- 32. Danny
- DANNY
- 33. Erin
- ERIN
- 34. Danny
- DANNY
- 35. Becker
- BECKER
- 36. Danny
- DANNY
- 37. Erin
- ERIN
- 38. Danny
- DANNY
- 39. Erin
- ERIN
- 40. Danny
- DANNY
- 41. Erin
- ERIN
- 42. Danny
- DANNY
- 43. Erin
- ERIN
- 44. Danny
- DANNY
- 45. Erin
- ERIN
- 46. Danny
- DANNY
- 47. Danny
- DANNY
- 48. Erin
- ERIN
- 49. Becker
- BECKER
- 50. Erin
- ERIN
- 51. Danny
- DANNY
- 52. Erin
- ERIN
- 53. Erin
- ERIN
- 54. Danny
- DANNY
- 55. Danny
- DANNY
- 56. Erin
- ERIN
- 57. Danny
- DANNY
- 58. Becker
- BECKER
- 59. Danny
- DANNY
- 60. Erin
- ERIN
- 61. Erin
- ERIN
- 62. Danny
- DANNY
- 63. Danny
- DANNY
- 64. Erin
- ERIN
- 65. Danny
- DANNY
- 66. Erin
- ERIN
- 67. Danny
- DANNY
- 68. Erin
- ERIN
- 69. Danny
- DANNY
- 70. Erin
- ERIN
- 71. Danny
- DANNY
- 72. Erin
- ERIN
- 73. Danny
- DANNY
- 74. Jd
- JD
- 75. Erin
- ERIN
- 76. Danny
- DANNY
- 77. Erin
- ERIN
- 78. Danny
- DANNY
- EPILOGUE
- ERIN
“Erin?” Danny’s voice, worried. Then his footsteps, getting closer.
“I’m okay,” I insisted, in a voice that clearly wasn’t. I blundered deeper into the maze.
I turned a corner and came to a dead end. I turned around but it was too late: I could hear Danny around the bend. I blinked furiously and tried to swallow down the pain. He’ll think I’m pathetic. I didn’t want that to be the last memory he had of me.
Danny strode around the corner, his big shoulders almost brushing the shelves. I kept my eyes on the floor, afraid to look at him. I saw his feet stop in front of me and braced myself for his questions: why are you crying? What happened in Vegas? How did you lose your job?
But he didn’t speak. When I finally worked up the courage to look at him, the concern in his eyes made me melt. I could see he wanted to ask…but he knew it would break me. Instead, he just lifted one brow very slightly. You okay? I’d never known a man be so subtle. How the hell was he so good with women?
I swallowed. “Just...” I croaked, then started again. “Just looking around.”
He nodded, his voice gentle and infinitely patient. “You look all you want.”
I nodded gratefully and turned to stare at a socket set while I willed my face to cool. The memories retreated, scared away by Danny’s presence. There was something about the way he looked at me…I felt safe, even from the past.
I took a deep breath, back in control but feeling stupid. And then I saw something in the shadows behind Danny that made me forget everything. I frowned. “Is that…?”
I walked towards it and Danny backed up to let me through. As I got closer, my jaw dropped. I crouched in front of it, running a hand over the glass top. “Oh my God!”
It was a jukebox. A proper, old-fashioned jukebox with vinyl records. I crouched, put both hands on the glass and pressed my nose to it, entranced. “I love these things,” I breathed. Retro tech is art, to me. I have a whole collection of tape decks, big CRT TVs and neon signs. “That’s the arm that picks up the record,” I mumbled to myself. I craned my neck to peer at the mechanism. “That must flip it so you can have the A side or the B side….” Then I remembered I wasn’t just talking to myself. I looked up at Danny, embarrassed for geeking out. But he wasn’t sneering or rolling his eyes. He was grinning almost…adoringly. I flushed.
“Do you want to put something on?” he asked.
I jumped to my feet so fast I got room spin. “You mean it works?!”