Chapters (61)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ONE DANNI
- TWO ROSE
- THREE DANNI
- FOUR DANNI
- FIVE ROSE
- SIX ROSE
- SEVEN DANNI
- EIGHT ROSE
- NINE DANNI
- TEN ROSE
- ELEVEN ROSE
- TWELVE ROSE
- THIRTEEN ROSE
- FOURTEEN DANNI
- FIFTEEN DANNI
- SIXTEEN ROSE
- SEVENTEEN DANNI
- EIGHTEEN ROSE
- NINETEEN ROSE
- TWENTY DANNI
- TWENTY-ONE DANNI
- TWENTY-TWO DANNI
- TWENTY-THREE ROSE
- TWENTY-FOUR ROSE
- TWENTY-FIVE DANNI
- TWENTY-SIX ROSE
- TWENTY-SEVEN DANNI
- TWENTY-EIGHT ROSE
- TWENTY-NINE ROSE
- THIRTY DANNI
- THIRTY-ONE DANNI
- THIRTY-TWO ROSE
- THIRTY-THREE DANNI
- THIRTY-FOUR ROSE
- THIRTY-FIVE ROSE
- THIRTY-SIX DANNI
- THIRTY-SEVEN ROSE
- THIRTY-EIGHT DANNI
- THIRTY-NINE ROSE
- FORTY DANNI
- FORTY-ONE ROSE
- FORTY-TWO DANNI
- FORTY-THREE ROSE
- FORTY-FOUR DANNI
- FORTY-FIVE ROSE
- FORTY-SIX ROSE
- FORTY-SEVEN DANNI
- FORTY-EIGHT ROSE
- FORTY-NINE ROSE
- FIFTY ROSE
- FIFTY-ONE ROSE
- FIFTY-TWO DANNI
- EPILOGUE ROSE
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- Also by Sophie Gonzales
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Smack in the middle of the bleachers, two rows have a decent chunk of empty space left free. At first, I think maybe there’s something wrong with that spot, but then when we start climbing over already-seated students to make our way over to the empty area, I realize it’s been saved for us. Florence and Harriet are sitting there already, along with a whole bunch of Ashford guys.
“Which one’s Santi?” I ask Eleanor, while we’re still far away enough for it to be a private conversation.
“Oh, he’s down there,” she says, pointing toward the base of the bleachers.
“Are you going to go talk to him?”
“No. I’m going to look at his hair.” She beams. “A whole afternoon of looking at his hair. Pinch me.”
I don’t.
Between Alfie—another person I met for half a second at Molly’s party—and Harriet is a free spot. Harriet notices me and straightens, waving her arm around to flag me down. I really did figure she was only being nice to me because she’s my RA, but maybe she counts as a friend after all. She points at the empty space, but at the exact same time Alfie waves at Rose and points to the same spot. I’m about to tell Rose she can have it—I figure I owe her—when Alfie shuffles over and suddenly there’s just enough room for us to sit side by side. The bench is speckled with rainwater, and Harriet uses her bare hand to flick some of it off for me.
“Did someone fall before?” Harriet asks me as I sit. “That’s what it sounded like.”
“Rupert Mathers,” Rose answers for me, scowling. “Practically bowled us over on his way down, too.”
Rose turns to Alfie now, and the two of them talk so quietly I can’t eavesdrop at first. Then, Alfie says—loud enough for me to make out—“Sorry, I’m in a bad mood, I think. It’s just weird to be here without him, you know?”
Him. Oscar? I guess he would’ve been with the Ashford guys today, if he was still alive. Probably in this exact group.
Rose purses her lips so tightly they almost vanish. Then she sucks in a breath, and I concentrate, hoping to catch what she has to say about Oscar.
“I can’t imagine signing up for the rugby team, knowing practice starts during the school holidays,” she says. “I don’t know why they can’t just start the season a bit later.”