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- Copyright Notice
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- AUTHOR’S NOTE
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- NINETEEN ROSE
- TWENTY DANNI
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- TWENTY-TWO DANNI
- TWENTY-THREE ROSE
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- TWENTY-FIVE DANNI
- TWENTY-SIX ROSE
- TWENTY-SEVEN DANNI
- TWENTY-EIGHT ROSE
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- THIRTY DANNI
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- THIRTY-SEVEN ROSE
- THIRTY-EIGHT DANNI
- THIRTY-NINE ROSE
- FORTY DANNI
- FORTY-ONE ROSE
- FORTY-TWO DANNI
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- FORTY-SIX ROSE
- FORTY-SEVEN DANNI
- FORTY-EIGHT ROSE
- FORTY-NINE ROSE
- FIFTY ROSE
- FIFTY-ONE ROSE
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Caroline laughs, and even that’s musical. I wonder if my laugh’s musical. I’m pretty sure it’s not. Actually, I’m pretty sure I laugh like a donkey. “No, I mean, after everything that happened in Amsterdam a few months back,” she clarifies.
I guess my blank look gives me away, because before I’ve even come up with an answer, Caroline goes on. “Sorry, I assumed you knew. It was national news here. I suppose it didn’t make it to America, huh?”
She’s looking at me like I just told her I didn’t know trees have leaves or something. Is it weird that I don’t know national news involving a group of girls I just told her I’m friends with? Maybe? But if it’s something that happened months ago, how would I know about it? It’s not like I online stalked everyone as soon as I met them. Is that a normal thing to do? Searching up your new friends? Maybe it is when your new friends are influencers and royalty.
“By the way,” Caroline says, slicing through my thoughts, “let me know when you want to prepare a piece for the performance evenings.”
I wince. Every Friday after dinner, a Bramppath student apparently gets up in front of the whole school and performs something. Poetry, a monologue, a piece of music, a dance. It’s my worst nightmare. Getting up in front of my peers and exposing myself? Giving them something to judge me on and laugh at me about? I’ll pass. But I don’t tell Caroline that just yet. She can spend a little longer blissfully unaware that her newest piano student has a limited future in music at best.
Back in my room, I open my laptop with a weird sense I’m doing something illegal. Skin prickling, I close my door and draw the curtains. I’m not exactly sure how hard it’s going to be to figure out what I’m looking for—after all, what if a story comes up that looks like it’s big news, but isn’t actually what everyone’s talking about? But I figure I’ll just type in what I do know and hope for the best. And what do I know? Molly Kwon. Amsterdam.
And go.
I shouldn’t have worried I might not know which story is the right one. It’s immediately obvious. About a million results pop up, from every news outlet in the country. I scan the list with a sinking feeling.