Back Nobody in Particular
Chapters (61)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  4. ONE DANNI
  5. TWO ROSE
  6. THREE DANNI
  7. FOUR DANNI
  8. FIVE ROSE
  9. SIX ROSE
  10. SEVEN DANNI
  11. EIGHT ROSE
  12. NINE DANNI
  13. TEN ROSE
  14. ELEVEN ROSE
  15. TWELVE ROSE
  16. THIRTEEN ROSE
  17. FOURTEEN DANNI
  18. FIFTEEN DANNI
  19. SIXTEEN ROSE
  20. SEVENTEEN DANNI
  21. EIGHTEEN ROSE
  22. NINETEEN ROSE
  23. TWENTY DANNI
  24. TWENTY-ONE DANNI
  25. TWENTY-TWO DANNI
  26. TWENTY-THREE ROSE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR ROSE
  28. TWENTY-FIVE DANNI
  29. TWENTY-SIX ROSE
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN DANNI
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT ROSE
  32. TWENTY-NINE ROSE
  33. THIRTY DANNI
  34. THIRTY-ONE DANNI
  35. THIRTY-TWO ROSE
  36. THIRTY-THREE DANNI
  37. THIRTY-FOUR ROSE
  38. THIRTY-FIVE ROSE
  39. THIRTY-SIX DANNI
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN ROSE
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT DANNI
  42. THIRTY-NINE ROSE
  43. FORTY DANNI
  44. FORTY-ONE ROSE
  45. FORTY-TWO DANNI
  46. FORTY-THREE ROSE
  47. FORTY-FOUR DANNI
  48. FORTY-FIVE ROSE
  49. FORTY-SIX ROSE
  50. FORTY-SEVEN DANNI
  51. FORTY-EIGHT ROSE
  52. FORTY-NINE ROSE
  53. FIFTY ROSE
  54. FIFTY-ONE ROSE
  55. FIFTY-TWO DANNI
  56. EPILOGUE ROSE
  57. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  58. Also by Sophie Gonzales
  59. Praise Page
  60. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  61. Newsletter Sign-up

Rose touches her fingertips to her lips. “Alfie,” she says, “doesn’t matter anymore. You matter. And I’ve been meaning to ask you, what would you like to do with the press? Regarding us?”

At first, I don’t understand what she’s asking me. Then, it clicks, and I forget all about Alfie. “You mean, you’d be okay with telling them about us?” I ask.

“Danni, I have been wanting to stand on a podium and scream it to everybody who will listen since day one. If I could have, I would have. And now I can. But if we tell them about us, you will be a part of this. There will be more attention. Those photographers at the ice rink, and at the palace? They will become a part of your daily life. Bramppath is a bubble, but we won’t be here forever.” She takes my hands. “If you don’t want that, I understand. We can spin a story. If we do tell the world, there will be hate, and some of it will be directed at you. Some people will be furious about us.”

So much has changed. Gradually, so gradually I barely noticed it happen, my anonymity has been slipping away. I’m not who I was when I first arrived here. I’m the person who can play piano to a crowded room, and a person who the paparazzi know by name, and a person who has stood in front of the country and revealed some of the most private parts of myself. I’m somebody strangers do double-takes at on the street. I’m somebody they write essays about online. And, yeah, I’m somebody lots of strangers hate. But I think I’m also somebody even more strangers kind of like. I’m Danni Blythe, and I’m a future concert pianist, and Rose’s current girlfriend, and I’m still a student at Bramppath College because I stopped fearing the idea that people might perceive me.

Who knows? If Rose never gets tired of me, I could even be the queen consort one day. If they let her become queen, that is. And if they don’t, maybe a future version of me could be the wife of Rose the not-queen.

There’s nothing scary about any of that to me. Not anymore. The only thing I feel is excited to get started.

To take the next step forward.

I walk behind Rose to drape my arms around her shoulders. “I know what being with you publicly would mean,” I tell her. “And we’ve already been over this.”

She grabs my hands and presses them against her chest, squeezing them. “We have?”

“Yeah. You can’t give me simple. But you can give me you. And you’re what I want. No more hiding. No more lies. We’ve done plenty of that for one lifetime.”