Back Nobody in Particular
Chapters (61)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  4. ONE DANNI
  5. TWO ROSE
  6. THREE DANNI
  7. FOUR DANNI
  8. FIVE ROSE
  9. SIX ROSE
  10. SEVEN DANNI
  11. EIGHT ROSE
  12. NINE DANNI
  13. TEN ROSE
  14. ELEVEN ROSE
  15. TWELVE ROSE
  16. THIRTEEN ROSE
  17. FOURTEEN DANNI
  18. FIFTEEN DANNI
  19. SIXTEEN ROSE
  20. SEVENTEEN DANNI
  21. EIGHTEEN ROSE
  22. NINETEEN ROSE
  23. TWENTY DANNI
  24. TWENTY-ONE DANNI
  25. TWENTY-TWO DANNI
  26. TWENTY-THREE ROSE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR ROSE
  28. TWENTY-FIVE DANNI
  29. TWENTY-SIX ROSE
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN DANNI
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT ROSE
  32. TWENTY-NINE ROSE
  33. THIRTY DANNI
  34. THIRTY-ONE DANNI
  35. THIRTY-TWO ROSE
  36. THIRTY-THREE DANNI
  37. THIRTY-FOUR ROSE
  38. THIRTY-FIVE ROSE
  39. THIRTY-SIX DANNI
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN ROSE
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT DANNI
  42. THIRTY-NINE ROSE
  43. FORTY DANNI
  44. FORTY-ONE ROSE
  45. FORTY-TWO DANNI
  46. FORTY-THREE ROSE
  47. FORTY-FOUR DANNI
  48. FORTY-FIVE ROSE
  49. FORTY-SIX ROSE
  50. FORTY-SEVEN DANNI
  51. FORTY-EIGHT ROSE
  52. FORTY-NINE ROSE
  53. FIFTY ROSE
  54. FIFTY-ONE ROSE
  55. FIFTY-TWO DANNI
  56. EPILOGUE ROSE
  57. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  58. Also by Sophie Gonzales
  59. Praise Page
  60. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  61. Newsletter Sign-up

I hesitate, then sit on the bed next to her, looking ahead. “People have already started that with me,” I say. “It’s pretty much all over the internet. There are all these strangers out there now who hate me. Like, hate me. They don’t even know me.”

“Screw them all,” she says. “Screw every last one of them. Your friends know you. No one else matters.”

It still hurts, though, I want to say. And I don’t know if it’s something you get used to. People despising you without meeting you. Or if it keeps hurting every day for the rest of your life.

It’s not the first time I’ve felt like the world hates me. It is the first time I’ve been kind of right about that, though.

“My parents are barely talking to me,” she says in a thin voice. “I don’t know what’s going to happen now. Maybe they’ll have cooled off a bit by school holidays. Maybe it’ll be worse by then. Who knows?”

I wince. “I’m really sorry to hear that. You don’t deserve that.”

“Thank you,” she says. “I’m sorry to put that on you. You don’t have to feel sorry for me. I just thought maybe you’d get it.”

“I do.”

“What about your parents?” she asks.

“They’ve been good.”

She breathes out, long and hard. I guess she was terrified I was going to give a different answer. That she’d taken my family from me, too.

“I did this to you,” Harriet whispers.

I shrug.

“I didn’t mean for this to happen,” she presses.

I give her the side-eye. “So, what were you doing then? Why kiss me in public?”

Harriet’s round face turns pensive, and she runs a hand through her tangled hair. “I’m sorry.”

“You said that already.”

“Danni, I…” She lets out a breath. “Look. I’ve known I’m bi for a long time. Pretty much forever. I’ve always been kind of … a serial romantic. I’ve had more crushes than you’d believe. And so. Many. Times. It’s been on a girl who could never, ever like me back. And every single time, I had to make sure the girl never realized how I felt. And you’re … my type. I liked you as soon as I met you. I thought you were straight, but then you weren’t, and I … I think I misread your signals. I promise, I thought you wanted me to kiss you. I was just drunk and I wasn’t thinking clearly. I’m so sorry.”

“You could’ve just asked. You could’ve even just slowed down and given me a chance to step back. You kind of ambushed me, Harriet.”