Chapters (61)
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ONE DANNI
- TWO ROSE
- THREE DANNI
- FOUR DANNI
- FIVE ROSE
- SIX ROSE
- SEVEN DANNI
- EIGHT ROSE
- NINE DANNI
- TEN ROSE
- ELEVEN ROSE
- TWELVE ROSE
- THIRTEEN ROSE
- FOURTEEN DANNI
- FIFTEEN DANNI
- SIXTEEN ROSE
- SEVENTEEN DANNI
- EIGHTEEN ROSE
- NINETEEN ROSE
- TWENTY DANNI
- TWENTY-ONE DANNI
- TWENTY-TWO DANNI
- TWENTY-THREE ROSE
- TWENTY-FOUR ROSE
- TWENTY-FIVE DANNI
- TWENTY-SIX ROSE
- TWENTY-SEVEN DANNI
- TWENTY-EIGHT ROSE
- TWENTY-NINE ROSE
- THIRTY DANNI
- THIRTY-ONE DANNI
- THIRTY-TWO ROSE
- THIRTY-THREE DANNI
- THIRTY-FOUR ROSE
- THIRTY-FIVE ROSE
- THIRTY-SIX DANNI
- THIRTY-SEVEN ROSE
- THIRTY-EIGHT DANNI
- THIRTY-NINE ROSE
- FORTY DANNI
- FORTY-ONE ROSE
- FORTY-TWO DANNI
- FORTY-THREE ROSE
- FORTY-FOUR DANNI
- FORTY-FIVE ROSE
- FORTY-SIX ROSE
- FORTY-SEVEN DANNI
- FORTY-EIGHT ROSE
- FORTY-NINE ROSE
- FIFTY ROSE
- FIFTY-ONE ROSE
- FIFTY-TWO DANNI
- EPILOGUE ROSE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Also by Sophie Gonzales
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“It’s not all the time,” I protest. “And usually we have Theodore with us. Why didn’t you wake him up, by the way?”
Rose looks into the woods grimly. “I need to talk to you.”
My blood goes cold. “No.”
“No?”
“No.” I plant my feet firmly and cross my arms. “You’re not breaking up with me. We’re not having a serious talk. It’s not happening. I was outed to the entire world today. I don’t need to get my heart broken tonight. I need my fucking girlfriend to hold me and tell me everything’s going to be okay.”
I’m surprised I get that far before the tears come and cut me off. Rose has me in her arms before the first sob escapes, and she pulls me fiercely into her chest. “I’m not trying to break up with you,” she says, and I melt with relief. “Danni, I told you I was in at the start, and when I say I’m in, that means no matter what. You’re stuck with me, I’m afraid.”
“I just had a really bad day,” I cry, and she starts methodically stroking my hair.
“I know,” she whispers. “I’m sorry I woke you up.”
“No, I’m glad you did. I wanted to see you. I just…” I grip her coat for support, and she holds me, standing steady, until my breathing goes back to normal and my heartbeat slows down from the fright. God fucking damnit.
“So, what did you want to talk about?” I ask, still hugging her.
I rise and fall with her chest as she sucks in a lungful of freezing air. “I keep thinking about the student from Bramppath who told the palace about us, right at the start.”
“What about her?”
“It’s just, I can’t see how it could’ve been some random student. We were careful. We were hiding it. For someone to have caught on, they must have known us well. They must have been really close to us. Probably someone in Dewitt.”
I pull back and look at her in horror. “You think?”
“It’s the only thing that makes any sense to me,” she says. “And I’ve also been thinking about the online rumors. And the video of you and Harriet being sent into the media. It’s been making me feel surrounded by people who want to hurt us.”
“Me, too.”
“But what if we aren’t surrounded? What if there’s only one person, and they’re really close?”
I don’t know which thought is more stomach-churning. “Like who?”
Rose shrugs. “I don’t know. But what I do know is William said we have to pretend we aren’t friends anymore. Even to other Bramppath students. But, Danni, you should know they threatened to get rid of you.”