Back Nobody in Particular
Chapters (61)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  4. ONE DANNI
  5. TWO ROSE
  6. THREE DANNI
  7. FOUR DANNI
  8. FIVE ROSE
  9. SIX ROSE
  10. SEVEN DANNI
  11. EIGHT ROSE
  12. NINE DANNI
  13. TEN ROSE
  14. ELEVEN ROSE
  15. TWELVE ROSE
  16. THIRTEEN ROSE
  17. FOURTEEN DANNI
  18. FIFTEEN DANNI
  19. SIXTEEN ROSE
  20. SEVENTEEN DANNI
  21. EIGHTEEN ROSE
  22. NINETEEN ROSE
  23. TWENTY DANNI
  24. TWENTY-ONE DANNI
  25. TWENTY-TWO DANNI
  26. TWENTY-THREE ROSE
  27. TWENTY-FOUR ROSE
  28. TWENTY-FIVE DANNI
  29. TWENTY-SIX ROSE
  30. TWENTY-SEVEN DANNI
  31. TWENTY-EIGHT ROSE
  32. TWENTY-NINE ROSE
  33. THIRTY DANNI
  34. THIRTY-ONE DANNI
  35. THIRTY-TWO ROSE
  36. THIRTY-THREE DANNI
  37. THIRTY-FOUR ROSE
  38. THIRTY-FIVE ROSE
  39. THIRTY-SIX DANNI
  40. THIRTY-SEVEN ROSE
  41. THIRTY-EIGHT DANNI
  42. THIRTY-NINE ROSE
  43. FORTY DANNI
  44. FORTY-ONE ROSE
  45. FORTY-TWO DANNI
  46. FORTY-THREE ROSE
  47. FORTY-FOUR DANNI
  48. FORTY-FIVE ROSE
  49. FORTY-SIX ROSE
  50. FORTY-SEVEN DANNI
  51. FORTY-EIGHT ROSE
  52. FORTY-NINE ROSE
  53. FIFTY ROSE
  54. FIFTY-ONE ROSE
  55. FIFTY-TWO DANNI
  56. EPILOGUE ROSE
  57. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  58. Also by Sophie Gonzales
  59. Praise Page
  60. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  61. Newsletter Sign-up

“No?” she repeats, and my hips buck weakly of their own accord as I seek out her hand. She holds it steady. I hate her. “Is there something else you’d like to do?”

I open my mouth to answer, but even though my lips start to form a word, the only sound I manage to make is a clipped noise in the back of my throat. “Rose,” I force out.

“Danni.” She presses down firmly.

My breathing is past the point of control now. To my dismay, it comes out in a rasp, quick and shaky and frantic. I lift my hips one more time. “Please,” I say. “Please.”

And that, thank god, is finally enough for Rose. Silently, she moves her hand from my hip, rising off the ground as she does, and I take back everything I thought about hating her, before I stop thinking anything rational altogether.

We’re almost at the right street when Rose pauses, looking up at the moon. Her face goes weirdly dark, just for a second. We stand there for so long, Theodore almost catches up to us.

What’s upset her? It’s just the moon, as far as I can tell. It’s super pretty tonight, actually. It’s full, but that attention-seeking kind of full, where it sits really close to the horizon, and it’s more of a golden egg-yolk sort of color than its usual soft white.

“It’s a path light moon,” she says, and there’s something about the way she says it that makes it sound like the moon’s committed some sort of personal crime against her.

“A path light moon?” I repeat.

“Yes. That’s what Hennish people call it.” She tears her eyes away. “We won’t be able to spend much time together tonight, you know.”

I do know, obviously, but it’s still a stab in the gut. It’s not a rejection sort of feeling. Just, I guess, a sort of bitterness. Maybe a bit of anger. At the world, not Rose. Anger that it’s somehow more moral for me to be seen all day in public on a “date” with a guy I couldn’t care less about than to be caught spending thirty seconds with the girl I’m … I mean, the girl I really … like a lot.

“Got it,” I say.

“And make sure not to give me pining looks across the room,” Rose says. “As far as you’re concerned, I’m not even a little bit breathtakingly gorgeous. Now, I know that will be quite hard to pull off, but—”

“I don’t give you pining looks,” I interrupt her.

She stops mid-step to look at me. “Why not?” she asks, sounding wounded. “Don’t you adore me?”

Adore. That might be the word I was looking for a few seconds ago.

“You’re fine, I guess.”