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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Thank you,’ April says as she pulls away. ‘For what you did tonight. Stopping the fight.’

‘Yeah.’

‘Brave.’

‘Not really.’

‘Danny doesn’t deserve you.’

Will shrugs.

‘Saved his skin, Will.’

You don’t know the half of it, Will thinks.

‘Do you really have to dash off home?’ April asks.

‘Guess not. Why?’

‘I’ve got an idea.’

She doesn’t elaborate as she climbs over the low wire fence and begins to weave through the marsh. Will follows silently, stumbling and grabbing hold of grasses and shrubs as they head in the direction of the shore.

The Martello tower is no better secured than on the day the library burned, but by the light of their phones it seems damper and spookier as they shuffle through its fortress walls and up the curved stairway.

‘Always makes me smile when I think about us breaking in here,’ April says, leading the way on to the roof. ‘There was me thinking you were such a good boy.’

‘You and me both,’ Will mumbles.

‘What a place to watch the sun rise,’ April says, at the top now. She leans on the perimeter wall and gazes over the sea. The cloud cover from earlier has gone, a few stars piercing through here and there. In the east, a strip of sky glows a lighter shade of navy than the rest. ‘Hour or two, tops,’ she adds.

Will kneels next to her. For a moment he wonders if it’ll be noticed that he’s not at home in bed, before remembering how drunk his mum was and the mood Danny’s in. He’s sure neither will register his absence. Would they ever?

‘Do you not find it a turn-off?’ April stares out to sea as she says it.

‘What do you mean?’

‘What you heard about me.’

‘Don’t know anything about it.’

‘You know I got it on with my best friend’s dad.’

‘Did he … you know … force you?’

April smiles in a way that feels patronizing to Will. ‘No.’

‘Were you, like, really young?’

‘It was a year ago, give or take. Was sixteen.’

‘Pretty young.’

‘Old enough. It was Lauren, my best friend – ex best friend – who caught us. Me and her dad! Fucking hell.’

‘What happened to him?’

‘Oh, Will. Who cares what he did? No one was interested in his behaviour. Not for long, anyway. A month after the scandal breaks and they’re all happy families again. He’s so sorry, hates himself for being seduced – all that shit. It’s me who lost all her friends and had to hide for months and move schools.’

‘You don’t have to talk about this. If you don’t want to.’

‘You’d rather not know?’

‘Just don’t think you have to … explain. Your business.’

‘Is it, though? You see, Will, it isn’t my business. Not really. What we do isn’t our business at all, not when there’s sex involved.’