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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Got a feeling we’ll be best mates whether or not we’re in the same year at school.’

‘Yeah, I got that feeling too. And I owe a lot of fucking money, Parks. Pay-day loans, credit cards and shit.’

‘How do we fix that?’

‘We! I like it, Parks! You’re a great man. I’ve already sorted it, though.’

‘What you done?’

‘Owned up to it. It’s all in my mum’s name. And if it’s fraud, the lender writes it off, see? Serves them fucking right for sending out so many application forms, making it so fucking easy.’

‘And what happens to you?’

‘Yeah, don’t sweat. Court date, criminal record, community sentence maybe.’

‘Shit.’

‘Scrubbing graffiti off walls and mowing a few lawns? Do me good, Parks!’

‘Guess so.’

‘The people here, they’re gonna help me with …’ Alfie looked uncomfortable for the first time. ‘With my enthusiasm for the gear.’

‘Addiction?’

‘Yeah, that’s what they call it.’

‘No shame in it, mate.’

‘They say that as well. You should come and work here. You’d be good at it.’

‘You’re doing great. You’ll be fine.’

‘I will be fine, cuz. I promise. Just everything got on top of me, you know? I needed to, like, step off the world. To stop time, you know? So I could work things through.’

‘I know.’

‘And I thought I couldn’t step off. But it turns out I can.’ He smirked. ‘And in such plush surroundings, too.’ He lifted his laptop so Will could see around the ward: the barred windows, the Perspex-protected telly, the plastic plates and cups.

‘You got a piano, though.’

‘Yeah. Some old woman donated it, I’m told. Maybe I’ll learn to play while I’m here.’

‘You should.’

‘Fuck me, man,’ Alfie said. ‘Am I glad they found me that morning.’

‘Defo.’

‘Anonymous call, apparently. Someone saw me acting strangely!’

‘How unusual.’

‘That’s what I thought. Wish I knew who to thank, though.’

Will shrugged.

Are you a hero if no one knows what you did?

‘Saved my fucking life,’ Alfie said, his voice wobbling.

Will smiled as they brought the call to an end.

Yes, perhaps you are.

It will happen today. I can feel it.

And yet, at this eleventh hour, I still don’t know what’s coming.

When this began, I could see weeks ahead. It became just days. My foresight is now measured in hours. This evening is only just starting to come into clear view.

But this day is familiar to me. I lived it just hours ago, of course, even though it feels so very, very distant. And as I follow you, knowing now that I was you, my memory of this day is coming back.

Very shortly I will know exactly what happened to me – what is soon going to happen to you.