Back Loudermilk
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Personae
  4. I: Early Days
  5. One. Control
  6. Two. Doubt
  7. Three. Fate
  8. Four. Same
  9. Five. Fine Arts
  10. Six. In Loco Parentis
  11. Seven. Settling
  12. Eight. Neighbors
  13. Nine. Prospects
  14. Ten. The Lucky
  15. Eleven. Instruction
  16. Twelve. Same
  17. Thirteen. This Is a Pipe
  18. Fourteen. This Is Not a Pipe
  19. Fifteen. The Reason
  20. Sixteen. That Person
  21. Seventeen. Predictably
  22. II: Writing Teacher
  23. Eighteen. Early Poems
  24. Nineteen. Motivation
  25. Twenty. Allegory
  26. Twenty-One. Grief
  27. Twenty-Two. A Portrait
  28. Twenty-Three. Veils
  29. Twenty-Four. Soft Power
  30. Twenty-Five. Lists
  31. Twenty-Six. A Break
  32. Twenty-Seven. Elsewhere
  33. Twenty-Eight. Custom
  34. Twenty-Nine. Parity
  35. Thirty. Fortune
  36. III: Volta
  37. Thirty-One. Images
  38. Thirty-Two. A Very Interesting Young Man
  39. Thirty-Three. Letters
  40. Thirty-Four. We Prefer to See Ourselves Living
  41. Thirty-Five. Love
  42. Thirty-Six. The Iceberg
  43. IV: Your Best Reader
  44. Thirty-Seven. A Novelist
  45. Thirty-Eight. In Advance of the Broken Arm
  46. Thirty-Nine. Their Penultimate Encounter
  47. Forty. Détente
  48. Forty-One. Worlds
  49. Forty-Two. Recognition
  50. Forty-Three. Persistence
  51. Forty-Four. And Then
  52. Forty-Five. Mingling
  53. Forty-Six. You
  54. Forty-Seven. Persona
  55. Forty-Eight. Est et Non
  56. Forty-Nine. The Author
  57. Epilogue
  58. Afterword: The Libertine
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Authors

“Yeah, Eloise? I’ll come up.” Richard takes his right hand off the button. “Just a second,” he says to the man on the roof. The other man in the gloves is still crouching over his battery. Richard hurries back to him and touches his shoulder. When the man turns, Richard holds out the walkie-talkie and says, “Thank you.”

“No problem,” the man tells him. “You going up?”

“If that’s all right. I don’t want to get in the way of your repairs.”

“No, no, nothing’s broke. We’re just making some adjustments. Yeah, really my car’s fucked and no one needs what’s in the sheds out here. It’s supposed to be for the ski patrol. We’re just, well, Wallace is fine-tuning it, but yeah, you should ride up there. See Eloise.”

“You’re sure?”

“It’s a great view. Oh hey.” Now the man is concerned, looking at Richard’s chest. “You’re gonna be cold. Here, you take this.” The man pulls his windbreaker over his head and sticks his arm out to Richard. The windbreaker is in his first, and it swings from side to side, and the man’s comb-over rolls away from his head. “C’mon. Take it. I’m going inside.”

Richard takes the windbreaker from the man in the gloves. It is much thicker than he had expected, almost like rubber. Richard gathers it into a doughnut and sticks it over his head. “Thanks again. Where can I give this back to you?”

“You leave it with Wallace when you come back down. Have a good ride.”

“I will,” says Richard. The man looks down at his battery, and Richard begins the process of convincing the windbreaker over his upper body. It is an anorak. It cannot be parted in the front. Then Wallace starts calling him, “Hey, hey!” Wallace stops the lift and smiles and waits for Richard.