Back Loudermilk
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Personae
  4. I: Early Days
  5. One. Control
  6. Two. Doubt
  7. Three. Fate
  8. Four. Same
  9. Five. Fine Arts
  10. Six. In Loco Parentis
  11. Seven. Settling
  12. Eight. Neighbors
  13. Nine. Prospects
  14. Ten. The Lucky
  15. Eleven. Instruction
  16. Twelve. Same
  17. Thirteen. This Is a Pipe
  18. Fourteen. This Is Not a Pipe
  19. Fifteen. The Reason
  20. Sixteen. That Person
  21. Seventeen. Predictably
  22. II: Writing Teacher
  23. Eighteen. Early Poems
  24. Nineteen. Motivation
  25. Twenty. Allegory
  26. Twenty-One. Grief
  27. Twenty-Two. A Portrait
  28. Twenty-Three. Veils
  29. Twenty-Four. Soft Power
  30. Twenty-Five. Lists
  31. Twenty-Six. A Break
  32. Twenty-Seven. Elsewhere
  33. Twenty-Eight. Custom
  34. Twenty-Nine. Parity
  35. Thirty. Fortune
  36. III: Volta
  37. Thirty-One. Images
  38. Thirty-Two. A Very Interesting Young Man
  39. Thirty-Three. Letters
  40. Thirty-Four. We Prefer to See Ourselves Living
  41. Thirty-Five. Love
  42. Thirty-Six. The Iceberg
  43. IV: Your Best Reader
  44. Thirty-Seven. A Novelist
  45. Thirty-Eight. In Advance of the Broken Arm
  46. Thirty-Nine. Their Penultimate Encounter
  47. Forty. Détente
  48. Forty-One. Worlds
  49. Forty-Two. Recognition
  50. Forty-Three. Persistence
  51. Forty-Four. And Then
  52. Forty-Five. Mingling
  53. Forty-Six. You
  54. Forty-Seven. Persona
  55. Forty-Eight. Est et Non
  56. Forty-Nine. The Author
  57. Epilogue
  58. Afterword: The Libertine
  59. Acknowledgments
  60. About the Authors

Marta is unperturbed. “It’s nice to see you again.” She studies Harry’s face. “I see that you, like me, have decided not to leave town.” She smiles. “It’s very beautiful here in winter, don’t you think? I couldn’t bear to leave. One simply has so much room, and on a day like this, I think you have to say that it’s like a prism out there.” Marta fusses with the top of her parka. She sips tea from a paper cup. “Don and Lizzie, my husband and daughter, are skiing. They’re out west. I just let them go. Just like that. Strange of me, don’t you think?”

Harry has no idea why his opinion should have any bearing on Marta Hillary’s relationship with her husband or child.

Marta continues, “So I’ve decided to stay put for the moment.” She pauses. “Oh, now I remember! You’re that psychologist, the one who knows our new star, Troy. I was sorry we were not able to speak more, the other night perhaps, or last month? I believe you are a very interesting young man.” Marta Hillary seems to press something into Harry’s gaze, and for several seconds he cannot look away from her. “Yes, now I remember,” Marta intones. “I remember I was very glad to see you. At our home.”

Marta Hillary has a paper napkin and is writing something down on it. “Here,” she says.

Marta Hillary goes out the door.

Harry forces himself to stay and consume coffee. He sits and touches the cup. He carefully folds the napkin Marta Hillary has given him and puts it in his coat pocket. The napkin has writing on it Harry does not want, for the moment at least, to read.

Harry leaves the Ground House. He walks to the library, where he checks his email. There is just one email from a real human. Predictably it is from Loudermilk. Loudermilk—also predictably—doesn’t say much. He tells Harry he hopes he’s still alive and, if so, there’s a little something that Harry could please do if Harry wouldn’t mind, and this thing is, of all things, to write to Loudermilk’s great new conquest. A log-in for an account Loudermilk has independently invented, [email protected], and an institutional address for the mark are provided. Loudermilk says Harry should make what he writes as good as a poem. Loudermilk also says, So she knows I’m thinking about her. We’re in her class next semester and need to initiate ass-kiss pronto! I’d do it myself but you know my, uh, anthropological history. Now get spastic with it, you Amish pirate you, thanks dude. There is, in addition, a brief and enigmatic P.S.: Why do farts smell? (it’s a joke).

Thirty-Three. Letters

Thirty-Three

Letters

Thu, 8 Jan 2004 22:30:32

To: [email protected]

From: [email protected]

Subject: Happy New Year

Dear Professor Hillary,