Crazy how much better I feel on just a little bit of adderall

The difference is astounding

Adderall: the difference is astounding

The difference: simply astounding

Make a difference: the adderall difference (a different difference!)

The adderall difference, by Stephen Elliott

God is just farming me out to…it’s like, being paid by a pharmaceutical company. I’m an adderall ad paid for by god

Prove to me that’s not true

I’m walking in to goodwill now

Also: what a difference wearing undies that don’t fall down makes. Especially when wearing a skirt over them. What a difference!

6:11pm: I’ve seen like 10-15 ‘Alfred dunner’ brand women’s tops here. Someone is clearing out their Alfred dunner. Fantasized about replacing my entire wardrobe with Alfred dunner. Dunnering it up. Alfred: it’s what’s for dunner. I want to meet the person who wears exclusively Alfred dunner. Watch TV with them in their la-z-boy. Nascar. It would be a male, somehow. I don’t know. Alfred dunner makes androgynous almost exclusively size 12 clothes, from what I can discern from this goodwill.

7:28pm: have been doing fast-paced fact-checking emails with rolling stone person. Exciting. Meeting dad for dinner

9:15pm. Going back to mom’s to milk brain for June 4-June 6 elaborations.

8:15PM: mom made hot dogs and baked beans. they smell really good. she is watching monty python. showed her my goodwill bounty and tried to answer questions about the quality of furniture at goodwills to the best of my ability. ate last 10mg adderall and a little bit of noopept.

EVERYTHING I REMEMBER FROM JUNE 4, 2013 – JUNE 6, 2013 (CONT.):

i stayed awake all night working on the chris killen transcription june 4. ate adderall from masha without thinking about rationing, like, allowing myself to not ration, to finish transcription. tao gave me extensions on the deadlines. sent him the hummus thing around 7:45PM and the chris thing around 10:15PM. my phone was on silent and spencer had called maybe five times. forgot about alex seedman + spencer + willis excursion to beach. told willis i might be sleeping due to working on thought catalog things all night but then time kept going.

i think this is the night my juicer stopped working. talked with mom for maybe two hours and got off the phone around midnight. people at dad’s office don’t like how she decorates. there is one person renting an office who like, gave her an unnecessarily hard time about chairs. seems shitty. my dad makes the office really nice, he like, buys coffee and snacks for renters/colleagues. my mom is decorating for free like it’s a full-time job…and they’re just chairs…i don’t know. so. she vented to me about that, about this one person i know and like, who i could also picture throwing a tantrum about chairs.