Chapters (53)
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Preview of Malice
- Preview of Incognito
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
When I looked up, Allard was gone. In her place, a single white daisy lay across the table.
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Seven
March 10, 20X5
Truth: I can trust me.
I lowered the umbrella inside the library. Crystal gave it to me as a parting gift. She’d completed her scenes and was no longer needed on set, so she was spending a few weeks with Allard, strategizing her comeback. I learned as much as I could about disconnecting before she left, but my mind changed daily about whether I’d go through with it. The one piece of information Crystal couldn’t give me was the meaning of the daisy. She told me it symbolized purity and innocence but the rest was up to me.
Settling at a computer, I pulled up the Universal Library and typed “meaning of daisy” into the search box. I waited. And waited. And waited. It eventually came up with listings for purity and innocence, and I knew the internet wasn’t going to give me the answer.
Disappearing into the deserted book stacks, I ran my fingers along the endless rows of spines, marveling at all the ideas—people’s thoughts, beliefs, truths—shelved and forgotten.
“Well, well. Look who’s back.”
“Johnathan.” Turning around, I smiled.
“What can I help you with today?” he asked.
I studied him, unsure if mentioning the daisy would clue him into Keystone.
“If it’s something you need to keep secret, you can trust me,” he said. “We’re friends, aren’t we?”
“Are we?” I raised my eyebrows.
“Fine. We’re acquaintances. But we could be friends if you wanted.”
“It’s that easy?”
He looked at me like I’d just landed my UFO in the middle of the library. “Yeah.”
He considers himself a Disconnect…and he can’t post to the Networks, so who could he really tell about me and Keystone, if he even connects me to Keystone in the first place? “Okay. Friends.” I nodded, deciding he was trustworthy. “But please don’t tell anyone about this.”
“I won’t tell a soul. Promise.” He linked his pinkie with mine, and we shook on it.
“I’m looking for flower meanings,” I said. “For some reason the Universal Library is vague on the subject.”
If he thought anything was odd about my request, he didn’t show it. Narrowing his eyes, he cocked his head to the side. “That’s some sordid stuff, Ella, but I can help you out. What you need is the Old Farmer’s Almanac. Follow me.”
He led me to the “gardening” section and started pulling out paperback books. “Do you want one from a particular year?”
“Give me the oldest one you’ve got.”
He studied the options until he found a yellowed book, its pages wrapped in plastic. “1870?”
“That works.”
Taking the brittle book, I sat down right there on the floor, gingerly opening it.