But looking at his hard body, sculpted and tight from workouts and manual labor, his beautiful fucking face that feels like comfort and warmth, I’m not sure if I can last long enough to make it good.

I palm the hard bulge in my briefs. “Tell me how to make it good for you.”

He bites on his bottom lip shyly and pushes his briefs down and off, his cock standing proud, ready for me like it always is. “I can get ready for you.”

He takes the lube from my hand, and I watch as he lies back down on the bed, spreading his legs, his feet planted on the bed. I’m in a total trance as I watch him lube his hand, stroking his hard cock once and then sliding lower to his hole.

He’s breathing hard, and I notice I’m matching his every breath with my own, drifting closer to the bed. My eyes dart from his face to his hands, watching as he slides a finger inside himself. “Holy fuck, Cam,” I whisper.

He leans his head back, his eyes falling closed as he works another finger inside himself, working himself open for me. I can’t stop staring, excitement and nerves warring inside my body. The sight is so hot, I could come, just watching him without even grabbing my dick. I know it.

“Let me help,” I say, moving toward the bed, pushing my underwear down and off as I go, still clutching the condom.

His eyes open as he watches me climbing onto the bed and between his spread legs. “You don’t have to.”

I wrap my hand around his wrist, gently pulling, his fingers sliding out of his hole. “I want to. There’s no have to here.”

He nods. “Put the condom on first.” I nod, following his instructions and quickly sliding the condom over my cock that’s aching to be inside him at this point. When he holds the lube bottle out for me, I squirt some in my hand. “Stroke your dick. Get it nice and wet.”

Jesus. This is really happening. I’m going to be inside my best friend.

26. Camden

TWENTY-SIX

CAMDEN

Holy shit. This is really happening. I try like hell to suppress the nerves that are raging through my body and only hold on to this moment.

Kingston, here in my bed, totally naked with a condom on his dick, waiting to fuck me.

I’ve wanted this for so long, and I can’t believe this is happening.

I just hope he doesn’t feel like he has to do this. As a favor to me. But he said he wants to, and his dick definitely wants to, already looking like it might explode. “Tell me what to do,” his raspy voice begs.