Chapters (42)
‘Thank you.’ Karina nodded. ‘Ollie helped me get diagnosed as severely dyslexic last year. Before that, I had always been diagnosed as stupid. I’m certain Mr Rivers married me on that basis, hoping for a compliant little wife who would be grateful to clean up his mess, cook his dinners and stroke his ego without asking questions. If people repeat often enough that you’re useless, eventually you accept that there’s no point even trying. It was only once he died, and I had no choice but to try that I found ReadUp.’
‘Well, at least you got there in the end,’ Mum offered, starting to clear the plates away.
‘That depends on what you mean by “there”,’ Karina said. ‘I still struggle with forms, and computers are like another foreign language. Living alone is not easy.’
‘You don’t have any children?’
Karina smiled wryly. ‘I’m not thoughtless enough to bring children into a loveless marriage.’
By the time we’d finished the pavlova, I’d lost count of how many times Mum had said, ‘Isn’t this lovely!’
As Karina shrugged into her coat, she turned to Mum and took her hands. ‘Thank you for welcoming me into your home, Tina. In these wonderful few hours I feel I may have found a friend. And, to be honest, I am in great need of one. I do hope we can see each other again.’
Mum flushed pink with pleasure as she nodded her agreement, too emotional to reply.
‘Next time, I will bring dinner.’ Karina gave me a wink, and left.
At breakfast the following day, I decided it was worth sowing another seed. I took a fortifying swig of coffee and cleared my throat.
‘I thought we might have Karina over more often, if that’s okay with you. Make it a weekly thing?’
‘Oh?’ Mum glanced up from buttering her toast.
‘As she mentioned, it’s been tough, living alone. She could really do with some support with admin and forms and things. Maybe we could help? I know you understand what it’s like, and at least you had Aunty Linda and Uncle Geoff. Her whole family are in Europe.’
There was a drawn-out silence, where I wondered for one nerve-wracking moment if I’d pushed too far.
Mum took a bite of toast, chewed and swallowed. ‘I was thinking that maybe she should come along to the Buttonhole. That pinafore was exquisite, but fancy not being able to follow a pattern! I might have to put on a couple of sessions for her.’ She took a sip of tea. ‘I’ll ask next Wednesday if she’d be interested.’
‘Good idea.’ I smiled casually, while inside relief danced the conga up and down my ribcage.