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  1. Rose Tremain
  2. CONTENTS
  3. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  4. Part One
  5. THE RUBY NECKLACE
  6. ONE AFTERNOON AT MRS MORRISSEY’S
  7. THE ANGEL OF THE BATHS
  8. GOLEM
  9. CAPERCAILLIE
  10. RAJAH
  11. A PORTRAIT
  12. ‘THE DESTINY OF THE STOMACH’
  13. ACROBAT
  14. ‘… AND OF HIS KINGDOM THERE SHALL BE NO END.’
  15. ‘EYES WITH WHICH TO SEE’
  16. MICROSCOPE
  17. TUMOUR
  18. VANISHING ANGEL
  19. LEON’S NEW IDEA
  20. WHERE THE RED ANTS LED
  21. VALENTINE REVISITED
  22. BELLE ÉPOQUE
  23. MORGUE
  24. THE RIVER TURNED UPSIDE-DOWN
  25. Part Two
  26. ‘SOMEWHERE QUIET AND SOLITARY’
  27. EBB TIDE
  28. SUDDEN MERRIMENT
  29. AFTER THE RAINS
  30. THE GREAT MISTAKE
  31. HEIRLOOM
  32. MAGIC FROM UNDERGROUND
  33. THE RAINSFORD
  34. MIDNIGHT
  35. COMPLICITY
  36. STRANGER
  37. FORGOTTEN STREETS
  38. DARK AND SHINING COLOURS
  39. Part Three
  40. WOMAN IN WHITE
  41. ‘ONLY SUBMIT’
  42. THE HAND OF THE ENGINEER
  43. CAT’S CRADLE
  44. NO NEARER TO CERTAINTY
  45. ANTE-ROOM
  46. THE TREASURE HOUSE
  47. WHAT TAMINAH KNEW
  48. OUT OF REACH
  49. UNCTION UPON WATER
  50. TABLEAU
  51. ‘BRITISH EMPIRE DOCTORS’
  52. A BOUT OF SINGING
  53. DUTTON & CALDECOTT
  54. ‘SHE WAS COMPLETE’
  55. CITIZENS OF THE WORLD
  56. LEON’S PLAN
  57. LILIES AND BRIARS
  58. ‘SOMETHING OF GREAT WEIGHT’
  59. THE WOODEN HOOP
  60. Part Four
  61. A BARGAIN
  62. QUEEN OF THE ISLANDS
  63. VIGIL
  64. A STATE OF MARVELLOUS DREAMING
  65. A MAN WHO DISLIKED RIDDLES
  66. THE WHITE CLOUD
  67. THE GOOD SHEPHERD
  68. THE MIDDLE CHILD
  69. NEVER BEFORE SEEN IN BATH
  70. A STORY OF GOOD AND EVIL
  71. ‘ONE AND THE SAME’
  72. THE WHITE ROAD
  73. SNOWBERRIES
  74. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

She stopped swimming and stood still, some distance from him, regarding him with what he thought was a smile.

‘Doctor Ross,’ she said. ‘You are returned.’

‘Yes.’

‘I am glad,’ she said.

He was made flustered by the word she’d chosen. Glad? Was she resorting to teasing him straight away, before they had even had the chance to see each other clearly, or had she discovered, in their long absence, some genuine vestige of her former regard for him – before the disaster of the tea room proposal? Whichever it was, Ross didn’t know what more to say to her. It was as if, having held her for so long in his mind, a beautiful ghost, the object of his fantasies and his sorrow, he was unable to communicate with the real Jane.

‘I won’t come any closer,’ Jane said, ‘for I think you have left all your clothes in a distant rainforest, and you would not want me to take advantage of that.’

He made no reply. It was as if Jane had emptied his mind of words.

She spoke again. ‘By this light,’ she said, ‘the place is full of wonder, is it not? Does it not feel to you as though we were swimming in a dream?’

‘It does.’

‘And in dreams, everything may defy normal expectation. Is that not right?’

‘Yes.’

‘So if I were to come closer, if I were to … but no, I can read your face in the dark. You would not want that. I will take my leave.’

Jane turned about and began swimming away from Ross. He watched her go. He felt too stunned by the encounter to call her back. Part of him was still refusing to believe that she was actually there at all. If he had not been naked, perhaps he would have swum after her, but he couldn’t do this. He stayed very still, staring at her slow passage through the water. When she reached the end of the bath, Jane mounted the steps and went away.

Though he was tired – not just from the journey, but by all his lonely wanderings in the West Country, by the sight of empty hillsides and tides in turmoil and the terror of ships – Ross didn’t go to bed, but sat by a yellow lamp in his rooms at Edgars Buildings, smoking a cheroot and wondering what – if anything at all – had just happened to him.

What he knew he would not be able to withstand would be a pretence by Jane Adeane to feel some regard for him, only for her to reveal within a short time that this was not the case. Even if he wasn’t reconciled to the fact of her indifference, he had at least grown used to it, as if to a bruise on his chest, and he’d formed the hope that the bruise would eventually fade. He’d half believed that once he’d set foot on the island of Borneo and was reunited with Edmund he would – almost – cease to think of her.