Chapters (103)
- Cover
- Title
- Dedication
- Upon Seeking Tu Fu as a Guide
- To My Reader
- Enduring Suffering
- God, Self, and Medicine
- Willfulness
- In Voices Half as Loud
- Tu Fu’s Reappearance
- Without Notice
- The Waiting Room
- Endgame
- Questions to Walk With
- A Terrible Knowledge
- October Storm
- Post-Op
- Setting Fires in the Rain
- The Decision for Therapy
- Questions to Walk With
- Ocean of Sky
- For My Brother
- Covenant with Time
- As Rachel Wakes
- Dance of the Seed
- A Sacred Meditation
- Questions to Walk With
- Messenger Signs
- Where We Are Strong
- As If to Say
- Finding a Way Out
- Questions to Walk With
- Approaching Wholeness
- Troubled Waters
- Knowing God
- The Garage
- Living with the Wound
- Questions to Walk With
- Mind Sweats
- First Treatment
- Cradlesong
- Lifesong with Two Trumpets
- Letter Home
- Who Will Live Your Life?
- Questions to Walk With
- Midway in Our Journey
- Magnificence
- Another Chance
- Nesting
- I Have Not Forgotten
- On My Way
- Questions to Walk With
- Facing the River
- Being Human
- As Moonlight
- In the Back of the Eye
- In the Sea of Others
- Moonglow
- Chores
- Questions to Walk With
- Still Here, Still Wondering
- Unraveling the Self
- Cracked or Healing
- For Nur
- Love-Sufferings
- Soft as Satisfaction
- Letting Go
- Inside the Miracle
- Questions to Walk With
- Sifting Truth
- Susan Means Lily
- Sitting Near a Smoke Bush
- Sniffing For You
- Forged
- It
- Surviving Has Made Me Crazy
- For That
- Questions to Walk With
- Flint Work
- Entering Our Tenth Year
- Coming of Age
- After Mira
- Still
- What Can I Do?
- Love Your Window
- Hourglass
- Questions to Walk With
- The Bridge of Well-Being
- Adrift
- The Beauty of Less
- Between the Wall and the Flame
- Eventually
- Thrown Back
- The Slow Arm of All That Matters
- The Thin Magic
- In the Sky of Heart
- The Sway of It All
- Gratitudes
- Notes
- Permissions
- About the Author
- Also by the Author
- About Sounds True
For making the earlier editions of this book possible, I am indebted to Joe Bruchac, the great Abenake poet and storyteller, and his wife, Carol, who in 1994 published the second edition with their press, Ithaca House Books. And deep thanks to my dear friend Tom Callanan who brought the former publisher of Parabola, Joe Kulin, and I together, which resulted in the first recorded edition, which was published in 1996. Tom also brought in Therese Schroeder-Sheker, a remarkable musician who has pioneered the use of voice and harp in hospice work. Tom midwifed a creative bond between the three of us, and we were off to the recording studio in New York. I must also acknowledge and thank the gracious Joe Kulin who introduced me to the intimacy of my own voice so many years ago.
And closer to the making of this book, I am grateful to my agent, Jennifer Rudolph Walsh, and the WME team for their belief and deep guidance. And to Brooke Warner for her steadfastness and care. And I’m deeply grateful for the care and excellence of the Sounds True family for preserving the heart of this work: especially to Tami Simon for her vision and love, and to my editor, Haven Iverson, and my producer, Steve Lessard, for their creative companionship.
Gratitude to the dear friends who make up my tribe. Especially George, Don, Paul, Skip, TC, David, Kurt, Pam, Patti, Karen, Paula, Ellen, Linda, Michelle, Rich, Carolyn, Henk, Sandra, Elesa, Stacy, Anders, Sally, and Joel. And to sweet Eleanor who left us too soon. And to my brother Howard for his depth of care. And to Oprah Winfrey for the immensity of her heart.
And more than I can say to Paul Bowler who put everything down to see me through. And to Robert Mason who has been my Virgil since the beginning. And to my dear wife, Susan, who has never asked me to be anything but who I am.
Notes
NOTES
ENDURING SUFFERING
1. Anthony de Mello, One Minute Wisdom (New York: Doubleday, 1986).
GOD, SELF, AND MEDICINE
1. “God, Self, and Medicine” was first published in Voices, the Journal of the American Academy of Psychotherapists (Fall 1989, Vol. 25, No. 3). The essay also appears as a chapter in the nursing text The Patient’s Voice: Experiences of Illness, edited by Jeanine Young-Mason (Philadelphia: F.A. Davis, 1997), 136–142.
2. A. Merriam Webster (ed.), Webster’s Seventh New Collegiate Dictionary (Springfield, MA: G & C Merriam Company, 1972), 878.
3. Alfred Kazin (ed.), The Portable Blake (New York: Viking Press, 1946), 250.
4. Paul Tillich, Dynamics of Faith (New York: Harper and Brothers, 1957), 4.
A TERRIBLE KNOWLEDGE
1. First published in The Journal of Pastoral Counseling (Iona College), 1994 annual issue, pp. 153–165.
2. Aldous Huxley, The Perennial Philosophy (New York: Harper & Row, 1990), vii.
3. Richard Carlyon (ed.), A Guide to the Gods (New York: Quill Publishers, 1981), 38.
4. Joseph Campbell, Oriental Mythology (New York: Penguin Books, 1976), 141.
5. James G. Frazer, Folklore of the Old Testament (New York: Avenel Books. 1988), 26.
6. Joseph Campbell, Oriental Mythology (New York: Penguin Books, 1976), 139.