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Chapters (103)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Upon Seeking Tu Fu as a Guide
  5. To My Reader
  6. Enduring Suffering
  7. God, Self, and Medicine
  8. Willfulness
  9. In Voices Half as Loud
  10. Tu Fu’s Reappearance
  11. Without Notice
  12. The Waiting Room
  13. Endgame
  14. Questions to Walk With
  15. A Terrible Knowledge
  16. October Storm
  17. Post-Op
  18. Setting Fires in the Rain
  19. The Decision for Therapy
  20. Questions to Walk With
  21. Ocean of Sky
  22. For My Brother
  23. Covenant with Time
  24. As Rachel Wakes
  25. Dance of the Seed
  26. A Sacred Meditation
  27. Questions to Walk With
  28. Messenger Signs
  29. Where We Are Strong
  30. As If to Say
  31. Finding a Way Out
  32. Questions to Walk With
  33. Approaching Wholeness
  34. Troubled Waters
  35. Knowing God
  36. The Garage
  37. Living with the Wound
  38. Questions to Walk With
  39. Mind Sweats
  40. First Treatment
  41. Cradlesong
  42. Lifesong with Two Trumpets
  43. Letter Home
  44. Who Will Live Your Life?
  45. Questions to Walk With
  46. Midway in Our Journey
  47. Magnificence
  48. Another Chance
  49. Nesting
  50. I Have Not Forgotten
  51. On My Way
  52. Questions to Walk With
  53. Facing the River
  54. Being Human
  55. As Moonlight
  56. In the Back of the Eye
  57. In the Sea of Others
  58. Moonglow
  59. Chores
  60. Questions to Walk With
  61. Still Here, Still Wondering
  62. Unraveling the Self
  63. Cracked or Healing
  64. For Nur
  65. Love-Sufferings
  66. Soft as Satisfaction
  67. Letting Go
  68. Inside the Miracle
  69. Questions to Walk With
  70. Sifting Truth
  71. Susan Means Lily
  72. Sitting Near a Smoke Bush
  73. Sniffing For You
  74. Forged
  75. It
  76. Surviving Has Made Me Crazy
  77. For That
  78. Questions to Walk With
  79. Flint Work
  80. Entering Our Tenth Year
  81. Coming of Age
  82. After Mira
  83. Still
  84. What Can I Do?
  85. Love Your Window
  86. Hourglass
  87. Questions to Walk With
  88. The Bridge of Well-Being
  89. Adrift
  90. The Beauty of Less
  91. Between the Wall and the Flame
  92. Eventually
  93. Thrown Back
  94. The Slow Arm of All That Matters
  95. The Thin Magic
  96. In the Sky of Heart
  97. The Sway of It All
  98. Gratitudes
  99. Notes
  100. Permissions
  101. About the Author
  102. Also by the Author
  103. About Sounds True

7.  Jonathan Star (ed.), Two Suns Rising (New York: Bantam, 1991), 128. For purposes of our discussion, I have replaced love’s cruelty with life’s cruelty.

8.  James G. Frazer, Folklore of the Old Testament. (New York: Avenel Books, 1988), 28.

9.  Richard Carlyon (ed.), A Guide to the Gods (New York: Quill Publishers, 1981), 22.

10.  Joseph Campbell, Oriental Mythology, 3.

11.  Mathews’ Chinese-English Dictionary (Cambridge, MA: Harvard University Press, 1960), 114.

DANCE OF THE SEED

1.  First published in Voices, the Journal of the American Academy of Psychotherapists, Vol. 27, No. 4, Winter 1991, pp. 45–50.

APPROACHING WHOLENESS

1.  Rabindranath Tagore, “Song XII,” in Gitanjali, cited in Critical Response to Indian Poetry in English, by A. N. Prasad and B. Sarkar (London: Sarup & Sons, 2008), 125. Originally published 1913.

TROUBLED WATERS

1.  Given as a sermon in October 1992 at the Unity Church of Albany, New York.

2.  A. H. Maslow, The Farther Reaches of Human Nature (New York: Penguin Books, 1976), 273.

3.  Linda Hess and Shukdev Singh (trans.), The Bijak of Kabir (San Francisco: North Point Press, 1983), 48.

4.  My epic poem, “Fire Without Witness,” published in Latham, NY: British American Publishing, 1988.

5.  Robert Mason, Basic Facts of Mental Life, 1992, 17. In Manuscript. Robert’s new book of poems, Nearer to Never, will be published by SUNY Press in spring 2016.

6.  The New Testament, John, Chapter 5, “The Cure at the Pool of Bethsaida,” Verses 1–13.

7.  William Morris (ed.), The American Heritage Dictionary (Boston: Houghton Mifflin, 1978), 1520.

8.  Ibid., 945.

WHO WILL LIVE YOUR LIFE?

1.  First published in Pilgrimage, Reflections on the Human Journey, Vol. 18, No. 5, Nov./Dec. 1992, pp. 2–8.

2.  Stephen Mitchell (ed.), The Enlightened Heart (New York: Harper & Row, 1989), 76.

3.  Kenneth Rexroth (ed.), One Hundred Poems from the Japanese (New York: New Directions, 1964), 116.

4.  Ray Charles, Proctor’s Theatre, Schenectady, NY, October 16, 1991.

5.  Anthony Storr, Solitude (New York: The Free Press, 1988), 53.

6.  Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation (New York: New Directions, 1972), 98.

7.  Anthony Storr, Solitude, 15

8.  Burton Watso (trans.), The Basic Writings of Chuang Tzu (New York: Columbia University Press, 1964), 77.

CHORES

1.  First published in Pilgrimage, Reflections on the Human Journey, Vol. 20, No. 1, Jan./Feb. 1994, pp. 25–28. A different version of this essay also appears in The Exquisite Risk, (New York: Harmony Books, 2005), 245.

STILL HERE, STILL WONDERING

UNRAVELING THE SELF

1.  Given as a presentation at the 1999 Associated Writing Programs National Conference, Albany, NY, April 19, 1999.

SIFTING TRUTH

1.  First published in Sufi, A Journal of Sufism. London: Khaniquahi Minatullahi Publications, Issue 47, Summer 2000.

2.  Burton Watson (trans.), Saigyo, Poems of a Mountain Home (New York: Columbia University Press, 1991), 51.

3.  Ibid., 124.

4.  Robert Bly (ed.), News of the Universe (San Francisco: Sierra Club Books, 1980), 70.

5.  Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation (New York: New Directions, 1961), 64.

6.  Robert Bly (trans.), Selected Poems of Rainer Maria Rilke (New York: Harper & Row, 1981), 25.

7.  John Muir, 1869, 1992 Sierra Club Calendar.

8.  Martin Büber, Meetings. (Chicago: Open Court Publishing, 1973), 54.

9.  Burton Watson (trans.), Basic Writings of Chuang Tzu (New York: Columbia University Press, 1964), 59–63.

10.  Thomas Cleary(trans.), Energy, Spirit (Boston: Shambhala, 1991), 103.

11.  Ibid.

12.  Rollo May, The Courage to Create (New York: Bantam, 1976), 61.

13.  Elmer O’Brien (ed.), Varieties of Mystical Experience (New York: New American Library, 1965), 149.

14.  Martin Büber, Meetings, 41–42.

15.  Arthur Waley, Three Ways of Thought in Ancient China (New York: Macmillan, 1940), 109.