Contents ( 161)
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Prologue
- June 23, 1988
- Part One
- February 2016
- Chapter 1
- Audrey
- Chapter 2
- Jess
- Chapter 3
- Lily
- Chapter 4
- Audrey
- Part Two
- March
- Chapter 5
- Audrey
- Chapter 6
- Lily
- Chapter 7
- May 2009
- Chapter 8
- Jess
- Chapter 9
- October 1987
- Chapter 10
- Jess
- Chapter 11
- Audrey
- Part Three
- April
- Chapter 12
- Audrey
- Chapter 13
- April 1972
- Chapter 14
- Lily
- Chapter 15
- Jess
- Chapter 16
- September 1988
- Chapter 17
- Audrey
- Chapter 18
- July 2003
- Chapter 19
- Audrey
- Part Four
- May
- Chapter 20
- Audrey
- Chapter 21
- Audrey
- Chapter 22
- Audrey
- Chapter 23
- Lily
- Chapter 24
- Christmas Day 1988
- Chapter 25
- Audrey
- Chapter 26
- Jess
- Chapter 27
- Audrey
- Chapter 28
- Lily
- Chapter 29
- Jess
- Chapter 30
- Lily
- Chapter 31
- Audrey
- Chapter 32
- Jess
- Chapter 33
- Audrey
- Chapter 34
- June 1988
- Part Five
- June
- Chapter 35
- Audrey
- Chapter 36
- Lily
- Chapter 37
- Audrey
- Chapter 38
- Audrey
- Chapter 39
- Jess
- Chapter 40
- Lily
- Chapter 41
- Audrey
- Chapter 42
- Jess
- Chapter 43
- Lily
- Chapter 44
- Audrey
- Chapter 45
- Jess
- Chapter 46
- June 1988
- Chapter 47
- Jess
- Part Six
- July
- Chapter 48
- Jess
- Chapter 49
- Lily
- Chapter 50
- Audrey
- Chapter 51
- Lily
- Chapter 52
- Audrey
- Chapter 53
- Lily
- Chapter 54
- Audrey
- Chapter 55
- Jess
- Chapter 56
- Audrey
- Chapter 57
- June 22, 1988
- Chapter 58
- Audrey
- Chapter 59
- Lily
- Chapter 60
- June 23, 1988
- Chapter 61
- Jess
- Chapter 62
- Audrey
- Chapter 63
- Jess
- Chapter 64
- Lily
- Chapter 65
- Jess
- Chapter 66
- Audrey
- Part Seven
- November
- Chapter 67
- Jess
- Chapter 68
- Lily
- Chapter 69
- Audrey
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
“Right, let’s take it from the top again. Izzy, can we freshen up Lucia’s powder, please?”
Justin, the director, started talking to the two lead actors about commitment to the scene while the makeup artist refreshed their powder. Jess pulled her thick padded coat tighter around herself, wishing she’d had the foresight to put tights on under her jeans and thermal socks inside her sneakers. The trouble with filming in listed buildings was that they were perennially cold, especially in late February. She’d warned the producer, when she’d first found this location a stone’s throw from Spitalfields Market, that she feared it was one of those buildings that would be arctic no matter how many portable heaters they installed, but he’d wanted to go ahead with it anyway.
The director’s assistant called for quiet and the cameras started rolling again before the two lead actors launched into the scene for the ninth time.
Jess sipped the sugary tea rapidly cooling inside a styrofoam cup corniced with the firm indentations of her teeth. She put the cup on the floor, undid the makeshift bun she’d wound her hair into at 5 a.m., and tied it back tightly into a ponytail, her hair protesting at the roots. Watching the monitor as the actors worked their way through the scene, she tried to quash her frustration that she was on set at all. Professionally she knew she had to be there today but that didn’t stop her wishing she wasn’t, didn’t stop her resenting the fact that she wasn’t at home helping her mum to unpack instead. Her mum had said that she understood, that she’d be fine and had lots to sort through, that she’d have Mia for company. But Jess knew how difficult it was for her to give up the house she’d lived in for forty-five years, the house which had seen all the defining moments of her mum’s adult life.
“Excellent. That was great. Right, let’s take a fifteen-minute break before we reset downstairs. Jess—where’s Jess?”
Jess swallowed hard as she walked across the seventeenth-century mahogany floorboards into the first-floor drawing room, where Justin was sitting in a canvas-backed folding chair.
“Jess, Sam says there’s a dodgy plug socket on the top floor where we’re filming later. Could you check it out? I’d rather not electrocute the entire crew on the first day if we can possibly help it.”
Justin laughed, and Jess fabricated a smile, mumbled a reply, and trudged up the stairs, her toes beginning to numb in her sneakers.
Locating the loose plug socket and covering it with black gaffer tape while cursing herself for not having spotted it sooner, she glanced back down the stairs to check that no one was on their way up before pulling her phone from her pocket and switching it on.
No messages, no emails, no missed calls.
She dialed Mia’s number, the tips of her fingers stiff with cold, five rings trilling in her ear before she heard a breathless answer.