Contents ( 161)
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Prologue
- June 23, 1988
- Part One
- February 2016
- Chapter 1
- Audrey
- Chapter 2
- Jess
- Chapter 3
- Lily
- Chapter 4
- Audrey
- Part Two
- March
- Chapter 5
- Audrey
- Chapter 6
- Lily
- Chapter 7
- May 2009
- Chapter 8
- Jess
- Chapter 9
- October 1987
- Chapter 10
- Jess
- Chapter 11
- Audrey
- Part Three
- April
- Chapter 12
- Audrey
- Chapter 13
- April 1972
- Chapter 14
- Lily
- Chapter 15
- Jess
- Chapter 16
- September 1988
- Chapter 17
- Audrey
- Chapter 18
- July 2003
- Chapter 19
- Audrey
- Part Four
- May
- Chapter 20
- Audrey
- Chapter 21
- Audrey
- Chapter 22
- Audrey
- Chapter 23
- Lily
- Chapter 24
- Christmas Day 1988
- Chapter 25
- Audrey
- Chapter 26
- Jess
- Chapter 27
- Audrey
- Chapter 28
- Lily
- Chapter 29
- Jess
- Chapter 30
- Lily
- Chapter 31
- Audrey
- Chapter 32
- Jess
- Chapter 33
- Audrey
- Chapter 34
- June 1988
- Part Five
- June
- Chapter 35
- Audrey
- Chapter 36
- Lily
- Chapter 37
- Audrey
- Chapter 38
- Audrey
- Chapter 39
- Jess
- Chapter 40
- Lily
- Chapter 41
- Audrey
- Chapter 42
- Jess
- Chapter 43
- Lily
- Chapter 44
- Audrey
- Chapter 45
- Jess
- Chapter 46
- June 1988
- Chapter 47
- Jess
- Part Six
- July
- Chapter 48
- Jess
- Chapter 49
- Lily
- Chapter 50
- Audrey
- Chapter 51
- Lily
- Chapter 52
- Audrey
- Chapter 53
- Lily
- Chapter 54
- Audrey
- Chapter 55
- Jess
- Chapter 56
- Audrey
- Chapter 57
- June 22, 1988
- Chapter 58
- Audrey
- Chapter 59
- Lily
- Chapter 60
- June 23, 1988
- Chapter 61
- Jess
- Chapter 62
- Audrey
- Chapter 63
- Jess
- Chapter 64
- Lily
- Chapter 65
- Jess
- Chapter 66
- Audrey
- Part Seven
- November
- Chapter 67
- Jess
- Chapter 68
- Lily
- Chapter 69
- Audrey
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
Her mum sat on the edge of the sofa, handbag clutched on her lap, coat still done up. Lily noticed the buttons were in the wrong holes, the collar jutting out at an awkward angle.
“Yes, I was just passing and I thought it’s been ages—years—since I’ve seen you at work. I’m sorry, I should have telephoned. I didn’t think.” She opened her handbag and fiddled with something inside, then zipped it closed again.
“Don’t be silly, it’s lovely to see you. I’ve probably only got about fifteen minutes, though. The diary’s crammed with meetings until seven. How are you?” Lily’s mobile pinged with a trio of successive bleeps. “Sorry—I’d just better check those. There’s a board meeting tomorrow and I’ve been waiting for some info. Just bear with me a second.” She retrieved her phone from the desk, swiped open the screen, and scanned three emails. Opening her electronic calendar to check on an appointment, she noticed a small note at the top of today’s date. “God, I’m so sorry, Mum. You had your doctor’s appointment today. How was it? Nothing bad’s happened, has it?”
Her mum looked up at her, blinking as though some dust was trapped under her eyelid. She coughed, lightly at first, and then vigorously, her hand flat on her chest. “I couldn’t get a glass of water, could I? I seem to have a tickle in my throat.”
Lily popped outside her office door, filled a glass with water from the dispenser, and headed back in. Her mum was exactly where she’d left her: sitting on the edge of the sofa as if uncertain how long she wanted to stay. “There you go. Are you sure you’re OK? That cough sounds like it’s getting worse.”
Her mum nodded without looking up. “I just had something caught in my throat, that’s all.”
“So what did the doctor say?” Lily sat down opposite her mum, smoothed her dress over her thighs.
“Everything’s fine. Just a routine appointment, nothing to report.”
The phone on Lily’s desk rang and she peered through the glass wall to where Sophie was waving an apologetic hand at her before the ringing stopped.
“Are you sure? How were your blood counts?”
“Honestly, darling, it was all the same as before. No change. But how are you? You’ve been working so hard since Daniel left and I’m worried about you. Has he said when he’s coming home for the weekend? You must be missing each other terribly.”
Her mum smiled and Lily tried to hold her gaze, tried not to let her expression betray her. “Not yet—he’s pretty frantic out there. He’ll come back as soon as he can. I know it’s not ideal but it’s only for six months and you can’t expect to have careers like ours without making a few sacrifices.” The half-truths tumbled out of Lily’s mouth.
“I’m not criticizing you, darling. You know how proud I am of both of you. I honestly don’t know how you keep all the plates spinning. It makes me tired just watching you.”