Contents (161)
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- Prologue
- June 23, 1988
- Part One
- February 2016
- Chapter 1
- Audrey
- Chapter 2
- Jess
- Chapter 3
- Lily
- Chapter 4
- Audrey
- Part Two
- March
- Chapter 5
- Audrey
- Chapter 6
- Lily
- Chapter 7
- May 2009
- Chapter 8
- Jess
- Chapter 9
- October 1987
- Chapter 10
- Jess
- Chapter 11
- Audrey
- Part Three
- April
- Chapter 12
- Audrey
- Chapter 13
- April 1972
- Chapter 14
- Lily
- Chapter 15
- Jess
- Chapter 16
- September 1988
- Chapter 17
- Audrey
- Chapter 18
- July 2003
- Chapter 19
- Audrey
- Part Four
- May
- Chapter 20
- Audrey
- Chapter 21
- Audrey
- Chapter 22
- Audrey
- Chapter 23
- Lily
- Chapter 24
- Christmas Day 1988
- Chapter 25
- Audrey
- Chapter 26
- Jess
- Chapter 27
- Audrey
- Chapter 28
- Lily
- Chapter 29
- Jess
- Chapter 30
- Lily
- Chapter 31
- Audrey
- Chapter 32
- Jess
- Chapter 33
- Audrey
- Chapter 34
- June 1988
- Part Five
- June
- Chapter 35
- Audrey
- Chapter 36
- Lily
- Chapter 37
- Audrey
- Chapter 38
- Audrey
- Chapter 39
- Jess
- Chapter 40
- Lily
- Chapter 41
- Audrey
- Chapter 42
- Jess
- Chapter 43
- Lily
- Chapter 44
- Audrey
- Chapter 45
- Jess
- Chapter 46
- June 1988
- Chapter 47
- Jess
- Part Six
- July
- Chapter 48
- Jess
- Chapter 49
- Lily
- Chapter 50
- Audrey
- Chapter 51
- Lily
- Chapter 52
- Audrey
- Chapter 53
- Lily
- Chapter 54
- Audrey
- Chapter 55
- Jess
- Chapter 56
- Audrey
- Chapter 57
- June 22, 1988
- Chapter 58
- Audrey
- Chapter 59
- Lily
- Chapter 60
- June 23, 1988
- Chapter 61
- Jess
- Chapter 62
- Audrey
- Chapter 63
- Jess
- Chapter 64
- Lily
- Chapter 65
- Jess
- Chapter 66
- Audrey
- Part Seven
- November
- Chapter 67
- Jess
- Chapter 68
- Lily
- Chapter 69
- Audrey
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
But before Jess had a chance to do any of that—before she had found in the gap that had opened up between them the words to tell Mia that of course she would support her, whatever she wanted to do—Mia was getting out of the car, wishing her grandmother a good trip, slamming the door, and storming off toward the exit.
Jess yanked at her seat belt, the buckle sticking. She thrust her fingers down on the release button until she’d managed to free herself, clicked open the driver’s door and scrambled out, an apology forming on her lips. But her words dissolved into the ether as Mia strode away, already halfway across the car park. Jess hesitated, contemplated following her, but then she glanced back into the car to see her mum looking at the clock on the dashboard, anxiety pinching the skin between her eyebrows. Jess looked up again and watched Mia go, watched her little girl get smaller and smaller until she had jumped through the elevator doors and disappeared altogether.
Chapter 49
Lily
There was a bleeping from Phoebe’s phone and Lily watched—her skin prickling with irritation or heat, she wasn’t sure which—as Phoebe read a message and tapped out a reply.
“For goodness’ sake, Phoebe, do you have to be glued to your phone? Gran will be here soon and then I’ll be leaving. I’m not sure why you insisted on coming if you were just going to be on your phone the whole time.”
Around them on the airport concourse, taxis fought for prime drop-off positions as the humid July heat seeped into Lily’s skin. It was early still but she could feel tiny beads of sweat gathering in the pores above her lips.
“Jesus, you can talk. You’re never off your phone. I already told you, I want to see Gran off. This is quite a big deal for her, in case you hadn’t realized. And I’m meeting Mia so we can head back into town and go to the film festival together.”
Lily locked her jaw to stop herself replying. She knew Phoebe was baiting her. Ever since the truth had emerged about her daughter’s friendship with Mia, it was as if Phoebe couldn’t stop mentioning her cousin, pointing out that she had a relationship with her extended family even if Lily didn’t.
“Phoebe, can’t we wait inside? It’s so muggy out here. I honestly don’t understand why you’ve got such a hatred of air conditioning, especially on days like this.” There was a note of unintended impatience in Lily’s voice. She didn’t know why she felt so irritable. Perhaps it wasn’t irritability so much as anxiety, or excitement even. It wasn’t every day that you got on a plane to New York where your husband had been living for more than four months to pay him a surprise visit.
She’d told Daniel nothing about the trip, nothing about her mum arranging it all without her knowledge or the mock truce between her and Jess that felt like nothing more than a box-ticking exercise. Daniel would assume she was spending the weekend at home, seeing friends or catching up on work. But Lily had it all figured out. After dropping her bags at the hotel she’d head straight for his apartment. Even allowing for delays here and there, she should be at his front door by lunchtime. They’d have the rest of the day alone together.