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Chapters (76)
  1. Title Page
  2. Table of Contents
  3. Other Books by Lexi Ryan
  4. About If It’s Only Love
  5. Dedication
  6. Shay
  7. Part I.
  8. Shay
  9. Easton
  10. Shay
  11. Shay
  12. Part II.
  13. Shay
  14. Easton
  15. Shay
  16. Easton
  17. Shay
  18. Easton
  19. Part III.
  20. Shay
  21. Easton
  22. Shay
  23. Part IV.
  24. Shay
  25. Easton
  26. Shay
  27. Easton
  28. Shay
  29. Part V.
  30. Easton
  31. Shay
  32. Easton
  33. Shay
  34. Easton
  35. Shay
  36. Part VI.
  37. Easton
  38. Shay
  39. Shay
  40. Easton
  41. Shay
  42. Easton
  43. Part VII.
  44. Shay
  45. Part VIII.
  46. Easton
  47. Shay
  48. Easton
  49. Shay
  50. Part IX.
  51. Shay
  52. Easton
  53. Part X.
  54. Easton
  55. Easton
  56. Shay
  57. Shay
  58. Part XI.
  59. Shay
  60. Part XII.
  61. Shay
  62. Easton
  63. Shay
  64. Easton
  65. Shay
  66. Shay
  67. Easton
  68. Shay
  69. Easton
  70. Shay
  71. Shay
  72. Easton
  73. Easton
  74. Acknowledgments
  75. Contact
  76. Copyright Notice

I throw another glance over my shoulder. Professor Douche is still in the coffee shop, now chatting with another man who looks like he’s probably faculty. “Did you just get off the phone with . . . your man?” Since I know she’s afraid the word will get out about their relationship before she’s defended her dissertation, I don’t use his name.

“No.” Her brows pull down together and her lips pucker in the cutest fucking pout. Fierce possession claws at me. He doesn’t deserve her. “Why do you ask?”

I wave toward the windows to the view of the man in question. “I just saw him in there. He was having an interesting phone conversation with someone he called Buttercup.”

“Okay . . .”

“Is that what he calls you? Buttercup?”

“No.” She shakes her head. “You’re being weird, Easton.”

“If you’re not Buttercup, I wonder who is.” I fold my arms. “I wonder who he was just talking to on the phone.”

She sighs and grabs me by the arm to pull me away from the library entrance and around the side of the building. She tilts her head to the side. “Listen. I know you don’t like him, but I’m not asking you to. I don’t need your approval or your friendship. If you recall, I’ve lived just fine without it for over a decade.”

“Not quite a decade,” I whisper, thinking of that night in Chicago. She hadn’t talked to me in years, but when she needed someone, she came to me. That meant something.

Her eyes narrow to slits. “Are you planning to rub my nose in my mistakes?”

“Shay—”

“I don’t care if you like George or if you think my relationship is doomed to fail, but I’m not going to let you stir up trouble where there is none.”

“I’m not stirring anything. I’m just stating facts. I heard him on the phone, and he—”

She holds up a hand. “Stop. Just . . .” She shakes her head, her jaw tight. “Please just stop.”

“I don’t want him to break your heart.”

“Right. Because I guess that’s your job.”

The blow lands just as she intended it to, and I flinch. “I never wanted to break your heart either.” The last word sounds as broken as I feel.

She tilts her face up toward the sky, and I can’t help but notice how pink her cheeks are in the cold, how red her lips are. “You think that just because you’re back here, just because you’re not married, we should go to dinner, catch up. I should dump my boyfriend and let you be part of my life. Hey, maybe when it’s convenient for you, I could take you back to my place and we could find out if I’ve picked up any new skills in bed in the last seven years?”