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Chapters (76)
  1. Title Page
  2. Table of Contents
  3. Other Books by Lexi Ryan
  4. About If It’s Only Love
  5. Dedication
  6. Shay
  7. Part I.
  8. Shay
  9. Easton
  10. Shay
  11. Shay
  12. Part II.
  13. Shay
  14. Easton
  15. Shay
  16. Easton
  17. Shay
  18. Easton
  19. Part III.
  20. Shay
  21. Easton
  22. Shay
  23. Part IV.
  24. Shay
  25. Easton
  26. Shay
  27. Easton
  28. Shay
  29. Part V.
  30. Easton
  31. Shay
  32. Easton
  33. Shay
  34. Easton
  35. Shay
  36. Part VI.
  37. Easton
  38. Shay
  39. Shay
  40. Easton
  41. Shay
  42. Easton
  43. Part VII.
  44. Shay
  45. Part VIII.
  46. Easton
  47. Shay
  48. Easton
  49. Shay
  50. Part IX.
  51. Shay
  52. Easton
  53. Part X.
  54. Easton
  55. Easton
  56. Shay
  57. Shay
  58. Part XI.
  59. Shay
  60. Part XII.
  61. Shay
  62. Easton
  63. Shay
  64. Easton
  65. Shay
  66. Shay
  67. Easton
  68. Shay
  69. Easton
  70. Shay
  71. Shay
  72. Easton
  73. Easton
  74. Acknowledgments
  75. Contact
  76. Copyright Notice

No kiss can feel this good. The flick of a guy’s tongue across my lips shouldn’t make the same buzz go through me as the climb to the top of a roller-coaster’s first peak. The way his hand slides into my hair shouldn’t feel as comforting as my own bed at the end of a long, exhausting day.

But he pulls away, and no matter how many times I blink at him, he’s still there. Easton Connor just kissed me on the Eiffel Tower, and I can’t even process it.

His eyes roam over my face a thousand times. “Sorry.”

“Sorry?”

He nods. “I was afraid you’d accuse me of offering a pity kiss and refuse me.” His lips quirk into that bad-boy smile I love so much. “So I didn’t want to ask.”

I touch my fingers to my lips. That happened. “Was it a pity kiss?”

“Hell no.”

I’m pretty sure that’s not true, but I smile anyway. “You’re really here.”

He laughs. “Do I need to kiss you again to convince you?”

I open my mouth and then close it again. It’s too much and not enough, and I’m happy and baffled all at once. I want to ask a thousand questions, but there’s something so magical about this moment that I’m afraid it might fall apart under the weight of my disbelief.

“Shay? Are you going to say anything?”

“No. I’m not.”

His smile falls away. “Is that bad? Shit, I was trying to do a good thing, and—”

I put a finger to his lips and shake my head. “Shh.” I reach for his hand and lace my fingers through his, turning to face the view.

He stands beside me, studying our hands, our intertwined fingers. “You’re not mad that I came?”

“I’m not mad.” I smile. I might smile forever. “I can’t believe you came to Paris for no reason other than my broken heart.”

He shrugs. “Maybe I was just in the neighborhood.”

“Right! Of course. You’re a big-shot NFL player. You probably fly to Paris for dinner all the time.”

His lips twitch. “Totally.”

“It’s no big deal.”

“Nope. Not at all.”

I swallow hard. “Big deal or not, thank you. It means a lot to me.”

He presses a kiss to the top of my head. The gesture is almost brotherly, and that only confuses me. I release a breath and make a promise to myself—tonight, I’ll enjoy Paris. I will not analyze Easton’s kiss. I will not try to make it into more than it is or obsess about tomorrow. In return for this gift from the universe, I’ll enjoy the moments as they come and expect nothing.