Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Table of Contents
- Other Books by Lexi Ryan
- About If It’s Only Love
- Dedication
- Shay
- Part I.
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Shay
- Part II.
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Part III.
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Part IV.
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Part V.
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Part VI.
- Easton
- Shay
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Part VII.
- Shay
- Part VIII.
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Part IX.
- Shay
- Easton
- Part X.
- Easton
- Easton
- Shay
- Shay
- Part XI.
- Shay
- Part XII.
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Easton
- Shay
- Shay
- Easton
- Easton
- Acknowledgments
- Contact
- Copyright Notice
Operation Freeze Him Out died before we even started the tour. Easton is connecting me to a top YA agent. It might not amount to anything—nothing matters if the book isn’t good enough—but just the fact that he did it makes those old gooey feelings come back. I was doing a hell of a job trying to turn cool again when, ten minutes into the tour, his daughter called and I watched his face transform as he talked to her. I’ve never doubted that Easton was a good dad, but seeing the love on his face when he spoke with Abi made it impossible to stay irritated with him.
The tour was pretty uneventful from there. Easton didn’t make a pass at me, and I didn’t break down and beg him to stay away so I can ignore the most painful piece of my past. All in all, I’m gonna call it a win.
We were stopped half a dozen times by students who recognized him and wanted an autograph, and Easton handled each one with his signature charm and ease, signing ball caps, scraps of paper, even the shoulder of one girl who confessed before turning away that she was going straight to her tattoo artist to get it inked on her forever.
When I wrapped up the tour back at the library where we started, I thought he’d ask me out again or give me more shit about my relationship with George, but instead, he stared at me for a long time. “Thank you for today, Shayleigh. I wouldn’t have wanted to see this place through anyone else’s eyes.”
And I melted all over again. Because this is Easton, and I’ve always been putty in his hands. The years apart have changed a lot, but apparently not that.
I knock on George’s office door before cracking it enough to stick my head in. “Hey, you.”
George looks up from a stack of papers and grins. “Hello, Shay. Come in. Shut the door behind you.”
I step inside and lean against the door as it clicks closed. It’s the first time we’ve been alone since dinner Sunday night, and I don’t feel any more prepared for the conversation we need to have now than I did then.
“What’s that look about?” George asks. He comes out from behind his desk and takes my purse, tossing it onto a chair before turning back to me.
“What look?” I smile as he slides his hands behind my back, pulling me against him. I blink when I realize . . . George is hard. It’s nothing I haven’t felt before, but George usually refrains from touching me at all on campus. Even this morning’s affection in the library was out of character. He isn’t a public-displays-of-affection kind of guy. He’s certainly not a rub-my-erection-against-you-in-my-office kind of guy.