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Chapters (76)
  1. Title Page
  2. Table of Contents
  3. Other Books by Lexi Ryan
  4. About If It’s Only Love
  5. Dedication
  6. Shay
  7. Part I.
  8. Shay
  9. Easton
  10. Shay
  11. Shay
  12. Part II.
  13. Shay
  14. Easton
  15. Shay
  16. Easton
  17. Shay
  18. Easton
  19. Part III.
  20. Shay
  21. Easton
  22. Shay
  23. Part IV.
  24. Shay
  25. Easton
  26. Shay
  27. Easton
  28. Shay
  29. Part V.
  30. Easton
  31. Shay
  32. Easton
  33. Shay
  34. Easton
  35. Shay
  36. Part VI.
  37. Easton
  38. Shay
  39. Shay
  40. Easton
  41. Shay
  42. Easton
  43. Part VII.
  44. Shay
  45. Part VIII.
  46. Easton
  47. Shay
  48. Easton
  49. Shay
  50. Part IX.
  51. Shay
  52. Easton
  53. Part X.
  54. Easton
  55. Easton
  56. Shay
  57. Shay
  58. Part XI.
  59. Shay
  60. Part XII.
  61. Shay
  62. Easton
  63. Shay
  64. Easton
  65. Shay
  66. Shay
  67. Easton
  68. Shay
  69. Easton
  70. Shay
  71. Shay
  72. Easton
  73. Easton
  74. Acknowledgments
  75. Contact
  76. Copyright Notice

I swallow hard. How do I tell him that I need him not to do this? How do I explain that his flirting messes with me without revealing that I’ve had a crush on him my whole life? Because despite my stumble with the UCLA thing, I think I’ve managed to hide the truth of my lifelong crush from everyone.

Me: It means I have a boyfriend, and I owe you no more secrets.

Easton: Ah. Message delivered. Have fun in New York. Behave.

Frowning, Steve pushes his notebook away and leans back in his chair. “Who’s blowing up your phone?”

“Easton.” I bow my head and pretend to study the irregular verb conjugations for my French exam.

Steve clears his throat. “Easton Connor? You’re texting Easton Connor?”

I lift my head and smile. Steve’s eyes are wide, and he looks like a starstruck little boy. “You know he’s a family friend.” I wave a hand, indicating the empty house. “And that he’s the reason we’re here alone right now?”

“Yeah, but I didn’t know you texted with him.”

I shrug. “Not that often. He’s just thinking about me, since my family is there and I’m not.”

Steve pushes his chair back and walks around the table. Taking my hand, he pulls me out of my chair and steps close. He’s tall—taller than Easton, even—and I have to crane my neck to look up at him. Unlike Easton, with his effortless athletic grace, Steve is gangly and a little awkward. More than once he’s reminded me of the Great Dane pup the neighbors adopted last year. The dog grew so fast that he could hardly walk straight. Now, like every time the comparison comes to mind, I feel guilty for it. Steve might not be an athlete, but he’s absolutely adorable. Anyway, it’s not like I’m some prize in the physical beauty department.

He presses a chaste kiss to my lips. “I’m glad you decided to stay home.”

I loop my arms around his waist. “Are you?”

He dips his head and nuzzles my neck. “Yeah,” he says against my ear. “We have the whole house to ourselves.” He skims his hand up my side and under my shirt, and I laugh. He stills and pulls back. “Seriously?”

At the petulance in his tone, I train my expression to neutral. “Sorry. I’m ticklish.”

He blows out a breath and shakes his head. “I thought you were laughing at the idea of enjoying an empty house with me.” He nods toward the clock. “Time for our study break.”