Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Table of Contents
- Other Books by Lexi Ryan
- About If It’s Only Love
- Dedication
- Shay
- Part I.
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- Easton
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- Part II.
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- Easton
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- Part III.
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- Easton
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- Part IV.
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- Part V.
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- Part VI.
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- Part VII.
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- Part VIII.
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- Part IX.
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- Part X.
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- Part XI.
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- Part XII.
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- Acknowledgments
- Contact
- Copyright Notice
I swallow hard. How do I tell him that I need him not to do this? How do I explain that his flirting messes with me without revealing that I’ve had a crush on him my whole life? Because despite my stumble with the UCLA thing, I think I’ve managed to hide the truth of my lifelong crush from everyone.
Me: It means I have a boyfriend, and I owe you no more secrets.
Easton: Ah. Message delivered. Have fun in New York. Behave.
Frowning, Steve pushes his notebook away and leans back in his chair. “Who’s blowing up your phone?”
“Easton.” I bow my head and pretend to study the irregular verb conjugations for my French exam.
Steve clears his throat. “Easton Connor? You’re texting Easton Connor?”
I lift my head and smile. Steve’s eyes are wide, and he looks like a starstruck little boy. “You know he’s a family friend.” I wave a hand, indicating the empty house. “And that he’s the reason we’re here alone right now?”
“Yeah, but I didn’t know you texted with him.”
I shrug. “Not that often. He’s just thinking about me, since my family is there and I’m not.”
Steve pushes his chair back and walks around the table. Taking my hand, he pulls me out of my chair and steps close. He’s tall—taller than Easton, even—and I have to crane my neck to look up at him. Unlike Easton, with his effortless athletic grace, Steve is gangly and a little awkward. More than once he’s reminded me of the Great Dane pup the neighbors adopted last year. The dog grew so fast that he could hardly walk straight. Now, like every time the comparison comes to mind, I feel guilty for it. Steve might not be an athlete, but he’s absolutely adorable. Anyway, it’s not like I’m some prize in the physical beauty department.
He presses a chaste kiss to my lips. “I’m glad you decided to stay home.”
I loop my arms around his waist. “Are you?”
He dips his head and nuzzles my neck. “Yeah,” he says against my ear. “We have the whole house to ourselves.” He skims his hand up my side and under my shirt, and I laugh. He stills and pulls back. “Seriously?”
At the petulance in his tone, I train my expression to neutral. “Sorry. I’m ticklish.”
He blows out a breath and shakes his head. “I thought you were laughing at the idea of enjoying an empty house with me.” He nods toward the clock. “Time for our study break.”