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Chapters (98)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 1 April 1865
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Illustrated London News, Friday, 21 July 1865
  12. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  13. Lady Victoria to Lady Margaret
  14. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  15. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Telegram from the Duke of Buccleuch to Lady Margaret
  18. The Morning Post, Saturday, 23 December 1865
  19. Chapter Nine
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 16 February 1866
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Illustrated London News, Saturday, 21 April 1866
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  30. Chapter Seventeen
  31. Chapter Eighteen
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  34. The Morning Post, Thursday, 28 June 1866
  35. Chapter Twenty
  36. Chapter Twenty-One
  37. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  38. Chapter Twenty-Two
  39. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  40. Chapter Twenty-Three
  41. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  42. Lady Margaret to Susannah Elmhirst
  43. Chapter Twenty-Four
  44. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  45. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  46. Chapter Twenty-Five
  47. Lady Victoria Kerr to Lady Margaret
  48. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  49. Lady Margaret to Donald Cameron of Lochiel
  50. Chapter Twenty-Six
  51. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  52. Donald Cameron of Lochiel to Lady Margaret
  53. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  54. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  55. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  56. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  57. The Illustrated Times, Friday, 20 December 1867
  58. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  59. Chapter Thirty
  60. New York Times, Tuesday, 7 January 1868
  61. New York Herald, Wednesday, 8 January 1868
  62. Chapter Thirty-One
  63. Chapter Thirty-Two
  64. New York Herald, Tuesday, 21 January 1868
  65. Chapter Thirty-Three
  66. Chapter Thirty-Four
  67. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, April 1868
  68. Lady Margaret to Lady Victoria Kerr
  69. Lady Margaret to Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt
  70. Harper’s Bazar, Monday, 2 November 1868
  71. Chapter Thirty-Five
  72. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  73. Chapter Thirty-Six
  74. New York Herald, Thursday, 18 March 1869
  75. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  76. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  77. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  78. Charlotte, Duchess of Buccleuch, to Lady Margaret
  79. Julia, Viscountess Powerscourt, to Lady Margaret
  80. The Revolution, Wednesday, 20 April 1870
  81. Chapter Forty
  82. Chapter Forty-One
  83. Princess Louise to Lady Margaret
  84. Susannah Elmhirst to Lady Margaret
  85. New York Herald, Wednesday, 11 October 1871
  86. Chapter Forty-Two
  87. Demorest’s Monthly Magazine, March 1873
  88. Chapter Forty-Three
  89. Chapter Forty-Four
  90. The Scotsman, Friday, 10 December 1875
  91. Epilogue
  92. Author’s Note
  93. Historical Note
  94. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  95. About the Author
  96. About the Book
  97. Read On
  98. About the Publisher

“Then what is it?” His smile faded. “Don’t you want to marry me?”

If only she had explained her situation earlier. “It’s what I want more than anything, but it’s simply not possible. My parents would never give their consent.”

“When they grasp the depth of our feelings—”

“Feelings have no relevance in my parents’ world.” The difference between that world and Sebastian’s was a chasm he had no concept of. “Marriage is about wealth, connections, status.”

“And I possess none of those attributes,” Sebastian said wryly. “Very well, if they will not give their consent, then we will simply have to wait until you are of age.”

“That is almost a year and a half away.”

“I would wait twice as long if I had to,” he said, kissing her hand. “I do not lack occupation. If it must be so, the time will pass in the blink of an eye.”

For him, but what about her? Didn’t he understand that she would be consigned to solitary confinement for the duration? No, how could he, when she had never explained the reality of her situation! Gathering her courage in both hands, Margaret prepared to enlighten him. “We never discuss my family.”

“That’s because I am only interested in you, not them.”

“I know.” She lifted his hand to her cheek. “That is one of the wonderful things about you, but I can’t discard them like an old pair of shoes.”

“Indeed, and I’m not asking you to do any such thing.”

“No, but the shoe would be on the other foot, so to speak. What I mean is, they would discard me. You see, as far as my father is concerned, my only purpose in life is to make a good match.”

“And a lowly Anglican priest won’t pass muster, is that what you are saying?”

Imagining what her father would make of Sebastian made Margaret shudder. “My father has already selected the Earl of Killin as a suitable husband for me.”

“You are already engaged!” Sebastian dropped her hand.

“The betrothal has not been formalised. It was almost announced last year, but—”

“Last year!”

“But I ran off before it could be. It caused a terrible scandal that I am only now recovering from.”

“I don’t understand. Are you telling me that your parents are trying to force you into a marriage against your will? That would indeed be a scandal.”

“No, it’s not like that. They are not forcing me. I want to marry him. At least I want to want to marry him.” She broke off, realising how ridiculous she sounded.

“Are you or are you not betrothed to another man?”

“No,” she whispered, scarlet with mortification, “but it is generally understood that I will be, before the end of the summer.”