Chapters (62)
- Title
- Copyright
- Contents
- About the Author
- About the Book
- Dedication
- Your Worst Nightmare
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- The Answer to All Your Prayers
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- Somebody Else’s Child
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- Sunlight on Water
- July
- September
- Acknowledgements
She lifts the cover of the file that’s on the table. Rose won’t approve of what she’s about to do, but she hopes she’ll understand the rationale behind it.
She slides a copy of Liam Keslake’s photo under Evan’s nose. Evan glances at it, then whips his head away, as if taking a sudden interest in the picture of moorland heather. But Naylor sees his eyes come back to it. Then they’re back on the floor.
‘When those men took you, Evan,’ says Naylor quietly, ‘one of the first things we did to try and find you was to put your picture everywhere we could. Newspapers, TV, magazines, everywhere we could think of. Thousands and thousands of people saw your picture, so if they got even a glimpse of you, they’d call us. This picture is of Liam, and I’m very sorry to say we believe he’s in the same place you were, not very long ago. That’s why we’re asking you again to talk to us about that place, difficult though we know it is for you to remember. Because you can do a good thing by talking to us, Evan. You might be the key to finding Liam, and to finding the men who hurt you, and if we can find them, we can punish them, and put them in jail for a very, very long time.’
She waits, and Rose waits with her. Evan doesn’t speak.
‘Please, Evan,’ says Rose. ‘Please help us. Please help Liam.’
The silence goes on, and on. Naylor is about to shake her head and signal to Rose that they should give up.
But then Evan speaks.
‘I want to help Liam,’ he says. ‘But I can’t.’
Rose meets Naylor’s eyes, signalling her to keep quiet.
‘Why do you say that, Evan?’ she asks.
‘Because if I tell you anything, my mum will know and my dad will know. They’ll know what happened. And my grandpa.’
Tears are running down Evan’s face. Rose passes him a box of tissues.
‘Is that what’s worrying you, Evan, your mum and dad knowing?’
Evan nods. ‘Mostly.’
‘Is that why you’ve been so quiet?’
He nods again.
There’s a lump in Naylor’s throat, stemming from her pity and compassion for this boy in his embarrassment, and she tries to imagine how she’d have felt at his age, with the threat of revelation of the details of the abuse hanging over her.
‘You were afraid if you spoke to them, they’d ask you about it?’
He nods.
‘Oh, sweetheart.’ Naylor can tell that, like her, Rose is aching to put her arm round Evan, but distance must be maintained.