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Chapters (62)
  1. Title
  2. Copyright
  3. Contents
  4. About the Author
  5. About the Book
  6. Dedication
  7. Your Worst Nightmare
  8. ONE
  9. TWO
  10. THREE
  11. FOUR
  12. FIVE
  13. SIX
  14. SEVEN
  15. EIGHT
  16. NINE
  17. The Answer to All Your Prayers
  18. TEN
  19. ELEVEN
  20. TWELVE
  21. THIRTEEN
  22. FOURTEEN
  23. FIFTEEN
  24. SIXTEEN
  25. SEVENTEEN
  26. EIGHTEEN
  27. NINETEEN
  28. TWENTY
  29. TWENTY-ONE
  30. TWENTY-TWO
  31. TWENTY-THREE
  32. TWENTY-FOUR
  33. TWENTY-FIVE
  34. TWENTY-SIX
  35. TWENTY-SEVEN
  36. TWENTY-EIGHT
  37. TWENTY-NINE
  38. THIRTY
  39. THIRTY-ONE
  40. Somebody Else’s Child
  41. THIRTY-TWO
  42. THIRTY-THREE
  43. THIRTY-FOUR
  44. THIRTY-FIVE
  45. THIRTY-SIX
  46. THIRTY-SEVEN
  47. THIRTY-EIGHT
  48. THIRTY-NINE
  49. FORTY
  50. FORTY-ONE
  51. FORTY-TWO
  52. FORTY-THREE
  53. FORTY-FOUR
  54. FORTY-FIVE
  55. FORTY-SIX
  56. FORTY-SEVEN
  57. FORTY-EIGHT
  58. FORTY-NINE
  59. Sunlight on Water
  60. July
  61. September
  62. Acknowledgements

Jack Ferrers has been an early riser from being a boy, and even with most of the livestock sold and the workload not a third of what it was, old habits die hard. Jack likes to be up by five, even though this time of year there’s still a good while before sunrise and there’s nothing to see from the windows but the dark on the fells. In the long weeks of autumn and winter, all Jack does in the pre-dawn hours is make tea and read yesterday’s paper.

The farmhouse at Ainsclough Top is three hundred years old, and cold seeps through every wall. In a while, Jack will bring in coal and light the range, so the place is warming through before Dora wakes, because Dora feels the cold these days, in a way she never used to.

Outside, Millie the border collie is restless, dragging her chain backwards and forwards across the stone-flagged yard. Probably she’s scented a fox sniffing round the coop, and Jack thinks he’ll let her loose a while to see it off.

But then the phone rings. It doesn’t ring often, and in the quiet, it’s jarring.

He folds the paper, goes out into the hall and picks up the receiver.

‘Hello?’

‘Dad? Is that you?’

Jack recognises Matt’s voice, though it’s different to normal, without its usual cheeriness.

‘Don’t you know what time it is?’ asks Jack. ‘You’ll wake your mother.’

‘Dad.’ Matt sounds broken, tearful, and Jack knows there’s going to be something bad. He closes his eyes. ‘Dad, something’s happened to Evan.’

Jack feels the need to sit, but there’s no chair. On the side table, alongside the phone, are photographs in frames. There’s one of Jack and Evan down by the beck, Evan a smiling four-year-old with sticklebacks in a jar, his grandpa’s hand resting on his head. In the photo, the sun is shining. Outside, Millie begins to bark.

‘Dad?’

‘I’m here, son.’ Overhead, he hears the creak of floorboards, Dora out of bed and coming to see who’s on the phone. Jack keeps his voice low. ‘Tell me what’s happened.’

Matt’s voice is unsteady as he tells the news. Jack senses Dora at the head of the stairs, listening, and turns his back so his face will give nothing away. He lets Matt talk, until his son has no more to say.

‘What do you want us to do?’ asks Jack. ‘We’ll come down. I’ll get Bob Sturgess to keep an eye on this place.’

He listens to Matt give the reasons why his father should stay where he is: the house is full of police and they’ve been warned to expect the press.

‘Whatever you think is best,’ says Jack. ‘Do you want to talk to your mother?’