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Contents ( 81)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. CHAPTER 41
  42. CHAPTER 42
  43. CHAPTER 43
  44. CHAPTER 44
  45. CHAPTER 45
  46. CHAPTER 46
  47. CHAPTER 47
  48. CHAPTER 48
  49. CHAPTER 49
  50. CHAPTER 50
  51. CHAPTER 51
  52. CHAPTER 52
  53. CHAPTER 53
  54. CHAPTER 54
  55. CHAPTER 55
  56. CHAPTER 56
  57. CHAPTER 57
  58. CHAPTER 58
  59. CHAPTER 59
  60. CHAPTER 60
  61. CHAPTER 61
  62. CHAPTER 62
  63. CHAPTER 63
  64. CHAPTER 64
  65. CHAPTER 65
  66. CHAPTER 66
  67. CHAPTER 67
  68. CHAPTER 68
  69. CHAPTER 69
  70. CHAPTER 70
  71. CHAPTER 71
  72. CHAPTER 72
  73. CHAPTER 73
  74. CHAPTER 74
  75. CHAPTER 75
  76. CHAPTER 76
  77. CHAPTER 77
  78. CHAPTER 78
  79. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  80. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  81. FICTION BY ALLEN ESKENS

“That was our first case together,” Niki said. “The crime scene photographer took that. I had mentioned to him that it was my first day in Homicide, so he gave it to me as a memento.”

“I would have thought…” Max stopped.

“What?”

“I would have thought you’d have cropped me out of it.”

Niki walked to the stove and put a kettle on for tea. Without turning to face Max, she asked, “Would you have thrown it away if the roles were reversed?”

Max tried to imagine that. What if Niki had disappeared?

When he didn’t answer right away, he saw Niki’s shoulders settle, like a child who had just been let down. “No. I would not have thrown it away,” he said, finally. He knew that those were the words she wanted to hear, and as he said them, they felt honest.

“Want some tea? A little chamomile to slow the gears down?”

“Sure.”

Max sat at the table while Niki gathered cups and tea and honey. The room had gone silent, so Max filled the void. “Whoever we meet with in the morning will want to know why we’re looking into the Molinar murder,” he said. “We probably shouldn’t tell them about the ping. I don’t want you getting tangled up in my…”

“Shenanigans?”

“Sure, let’s go with shenanigans. I’ll just say that a confidential source gave us a tip and leave it at that.”

Niki joined Max at the table, sitting across from him. “I can work with that,” she said.

“What should we say about… who I am?”

“Seriously, Max? Everyone in the St. Paul Homicide division is going to know who you are, if not by face, then by reputation. Believe it or not, you were something of a legend.”

“I could stay in the car.”

“We’ll tell them that you’re consulting with me,” Niki said. “We’re trying to solve a crime. No one’s going to care that you don’t have a badge as long as you’re with me.”

“Watching out for me… just like the old days.”

“No, this isn’t like the old days, Max.” She traced a finger along the tabletop. “In the old days, you wouldn’t be sitting in my kitchen waiting for tea to boil.”

Max felt his cheeks warm up.

“Don’t think I didn’t notice how you always kept the distance between us,” she said.

“We were partners. I… didn’t want people to think…” Max could see no way to say it without coming across like a patronizing fool.

“They were going to think that regardless. But you made the decision for both of us. You with your rules and your walls. Getting to know you was like… walking through a maze.”

“I thought I was doing the right thing. We were such good partners. I didn’t want to mess things up.”

“And how did that work out?”

“Why didn’t you say something?” Max asked, not sure if he was ready for where this conversation seemed to be headed.