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Contents (81)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. CHAPTER 41
  42. CHAPTER 42
  43. CHAPTER 43
  44. CHAPTER 44
  45. CHAPTER 45
  46. CHAPTER 46
  47. CHAPTER 47
  48. CHAPTER 48
  49. CHAPTER 49
  50. CHAPTER 50
  51. CHAPTER 51
  52. CHAPTER 52
  53. CHAPTER 53
  54. CHAPTER 54
  55. CHAPTER 55
  56. CHAPTER 56
  57. CHAPTER 57
  58. CHAPTER 58
  59. CHAPTER 59
  60. CHAPTER 60
  61. CHAPTER 61
  62. CHAPTER 62
  63. CHAPTER 63
  64. CHAPTER 64
  65. CHAPTER 65
  66. CHAPTER 66
  67. CHAPTER 67
  68. CHAPTER 68
  69. CHAPTER 69
  70. CHAPTER 70
  71. CHAPTER 71
  72. CHAPTER 72
  73. CHAPTER 73
  74. CHAPTER 74
  75. CHAPTER 75
  76. CHAPTER 76
  77. CHAPTER 77
  78. CHAPTER 78
  79. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  80. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  81. FICTION BY ALLEN ESKENS

Lyle Voight? That crazy old man? Reed walked around and saw other things that had been moved: the mouse for his computer, a folder where he kept his tax documents. One of the drawers of his desk was ajar, and while he couldn’t swear to it, he was pretty sure he had closed all of his drawers before he left.

It had to be Lyle.

The son of a bitch was hunting him.

CHAPTER 38

Niki’s guest room had a bed, and that was about all that separated it from a storage room. She had moved some of the furniture from the living room in to prepare for repainting, and there were boxes and books spread all around. But Max didn’t mind the clutter. The bed was comfortable and warm—yet he struggled to fall asleep.

Light from the streetlamps escaped past the edge of a curtain, crossing the ceiling above him, thin and long like the blade of a sword. But that wasn’t what kept him awake. It was Niki’s words. They hung in the air above him as he lay staring at the ceiling and echoed in his head when he closed his eyes.

Was he hiding? From whom? That wasn’t why he’d gone to the cabin—was it? As he tried to understand what she meant, he was reminded of the old Wolf Man movies with Lon Chaney, Jr., the way Chaney hid from the moon to keep the monster inside him from coming out. The Wolf Man wanted to believe that he was protecting the world from who he could become, but in truth, he was trying to avoid his darkest nature.

That couldn’t be him, could it? The man who stood on that frozen lake was an aberration. Max wasn’t the Wolf Man. He was a man who’d temporarily lost his way, a runner who stumbled. His absolution would come in time, he was sure of it.

He tried to silence his thoughts by remembering the man he had been before Mikhail, the man he had been with Niki. He thought about the happiness he felt working with her, the thrust and parry of their conversations as they waded through those serious cases. It was the kind of job that could take a toll on a person’s psyche, but Niki had somehow made it the best part of his day—of his life. There had been a connection between them that went beyond partnership. He had always known that, but like a disciplined penitent, he’d denied himself that happiness.

But as he lay there, trying to find sleep, he couldn’t help but mourn the loss of what might have been.

In the morning, Max found it strange, waking up to the sound of Niki showering. He made the bed and went to the kitchen to start the coffee, nervous about how things would feel after what had been shared the night before. But when Niki padded to the kitchen in bare feet and her bathrobe, she greeted Max as though the night before hadn’t happened.