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Contents ( 81)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. CHAPTER 41
  42. CHAPTER 42
  43. CHAPTER 43
  44. CHAPTER 44
  45. CHAPTER 45
  46. CHAPTER 46
  47. CHAPTER 47
  48. CHAPTER 48
  49. CHAPTER 49
  50. CHAPTER 50
  51. CHAPTER 51
  52. CHAPTER 52
  53. CHAPTER 53
  54. CHAPTER 54
  55. CHAPTER 55
  56. CHAPTER 56
  57. CHAPTER 57
  58. CHAPTER 58
  59. CHAPTER 59
  60. CHAPTER 60
  61. CHAPTER 61
  62. CHAPTER 62
  63. CHAPTER 63
  64. CHAPTER 64
  65. CHAPTER 65
  66. CHAPTER 66
  67. CHAPTER 67
  68. CHAPTER 68
  69. CHAPTER 69
  70. CHAPTER 70
  71. CHAPTER 71
  72. CHAPTER 72
  73. CHAPTER 73
  74. CHAPTER 74
  75. CHAPTER 75
  76. CHAPTER 76
  77. CHAPTER 77
  78. CHAPTER 78
  79. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  80. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  81. FICTION BY ALLEN ESKENS

When Reed got to them, he said, “You got to cut through here.”

It wasn’t much of a path, but now that Reed had pointed it out, Spud could see the detour through a thicket of trees. He followed Reed to a bulwark of sticks and mud twenty yards long—a beaver dam. The trail tracked along the top of the dam, a berm less than a foot wide, with an icy pond on one side and a four-foot drop into a marsh on the other.

Reed scooted across with no problem, disappearing into the trees on the other side, leaving Spud alone to figure out how to get Pip across.

“We need to walk across this dam,” he told Pip. “It’ll be okay, just hold my hands and take one step at a time.”

“I can’t.” Pip sounded like he was on the verge of crying.

“I won’t let you fall. I promise. Look, I’ll keep my light shining right in front of you and I’ll be walking right behind you. You can do it, Pip. You’re a big boy and you can do it.”

Pip’s breath, vapors in the cold night air, curled through the beam of Spud’s headlamp. The boy tightened his grip on Spud’s fingers and took a step onto the dam, his foot sinking slightly in the soft clay and mud. Then he took another step—and another. Spud held Pip’s hands and kept the light steady on the path. The world around them fell away so that there was no pond, no marsh, and no stars. There was only the dam. Soon they reached the other side, and Pip’s iron-tight grip eased.

“I knew you could do it!”

“That was scary. I thought I was gonna fall.”

“I would never let that happen, Pip.”

Spud could see Reed’s light in the woods beyond them; he was returning to the beaver dam. “The trail picks up over here,” Reed said.

Spud’s world shrank to the circle of light cast off by his headlamp, his eyes focused on the few feet of trail in front of him. When the trees grew too dense for Spud to carry Pip on his shoulders, Pip walked in front, staying close so that he could see the path in Spud’s headlamp. But when he could, Spud carried the child. He lifted Pip over fallen trees and mud pits; still, they couldn’t seem to keep up with Reed.

As he carried Pip to the crest of yet another hill Spud stopped, his fingers and toes grown numb from the cold and his back on fire from the weight he carried. He put Pip down, and braced himself against a birch tree to keep from falling. “Hold up, Reed.”

Reed, who was about thirty feet ahead of them, paused long enough to say, “We gotta keep moving,” and he started walking again.

“Goddammit, Reed. I said hold up. I gotta rest.”

Spud could see Reed’s lamp turn on the trail and move toward him, bouncing at an angry clip. When Reed was within a few feet of Spud, he stopped, the beam from his light blinding Spud. “Are you giving the orders now?” Reed said. “Is that what I’m hearing?”