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Contents (81)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. CHAPTER 41
  42. CHAPTER 42
  43. CHAPTER 43
  44. CHAPTER 44
  45. CHAPTER 45
  46. CHAPTER 46
  47. CHAPTER 47
  48. CHAPTER 48
  49. CHAPTER 49
  50. CHAPTER 50
  51. CHAPTER 51
  52. CHAPTER 52
  53. CHAPTER 53
  54. CHAPTER 54
  55. CHAPTER 55
  56. CHAPTER 56
  57. CHAPTER 57
  58. CHAPTER 58
  59. CHAPTER 59
  60. CHAPTER 60
  61. CHAPTER 61
  62. CHAPTER 62
  63. CHAPTER 63
  64. CHAPTER 64
  65. CHAPTER 65
  66. CHAPTER 66
  67. CHAPTER 67
  68. CHAPTER 68
  69. CHAPTER 69
  70. CHAPTER 70
  71. CHAPTER 71
  72. CHAPTER 72
  73. CHAPTER 73
  74. CHAPTER 74
  75. CHAPTER 75
  76. CHAPTER 76
  77. CHAPTER 77
  78. CHAPTER 78
  79. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  80. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  81. FICTION BY ALLEN ESKENS

Spud stopped packing and went to the bedroom that his mother had used as her office. It was little more than a storage room with a desk in the corner, but on the desk was her computer. He fired it up.

Spud had five hundred thousand dollars sitting in a bank account in St. Paul. But he had his crypto account that floated in the ether. He could get to his crypto money from almost any computer in the world. How much crypto could he buy with five hundred grand? Reed had waited for two days to hear from Spud. He could wait a little longer.

As he converted his mother’s cash into digital code, he thought about Pip. He was in danger with Reed, Spud just knew it. Reed had had his son for a little over a week and already was abusing him. With this money, Spud really could take Pip. They could settle anywhere in the world. Everything was coming into focus.

He shut the computer down and went to his bedroom to finish packing his duffel, placing the toy car he had bought for Pip on top of his clothing. He smiled as he imagined handing the car to Pip—the joy on the boy’s face! Then he zipped the duffel shut and walked downstairs.

In the garage, Spud tossed his bag into the backseat of his car. But before he left, he searched the garage for the lock-blade knife that his father’d had, the one he’d used when they went fishing together. Spud remembered it being in his father’s tackle box, and he was pretty sure the tackle box had been stored in the rafters of the garage, out of reach of his mother.

Spud lifted himself up into the exposed rafters where a couple sheets of plywood had been laid down as a makeshift floor to hold boxes. Dust lay thick on the relics of Spud’s past: board games he had forgotten about, suitcases left to rot by a woman who found no adventure in the world outside. Christmas ornaments he remembered from those years before his father died, when they did more than the bare minimum to celebrate.

Spud found the tackle box and opened it, and what he saw nearly brought him to tears. It was a half-eaten bag of Beer Nuts. He remembered eating those with his father on their last fishing trip. They had passed the bag between them and would have eaten them all, but Spud had caught a fish, a northern pike.

Spud picked up the bag and pressed it to his face as though it held the very soul of his father. He would buy Beer Nuts for Pip. He would take him fishing and do those things that Reed would not do—that Spud’s mother did not do. He would love the boy.

Spud put the bag of nuts into his shirt pocket and turned his attention back to the tackle box. There, in the bottom, lay the knife, a bit tarnished but functional. He opened it a few times to work the rust out of the hinge and then slipped it into his pants pocket. Sometimes plans change, he thought to himself.