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Contents (81)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. CHAPTER 41
  42. CHAPTER 42
  43. CHAPTER 43
  44. CHAPTER 44
  45. CHAPTER 45
  46. CHAPTER 46
  47. CHAPTER 47
  48. CHAPTER 48
  49. CHAPTER 49
  50. CHAPTER 50
  51. CHAPTER 51
  52. CHAPTER 52
  53. CHAPTER 53
  54. CHAPTER 54
  55. CHAPTER 55
  56. CHAPTER 56
  57. CHAPTER 57
  58. CHAPTER 58
  59. CHAPTER 59
  60. CHAPTER 60
  61. CHAPTER 61
  62. CHAPTER 62
  63. CHAPTER 63
  64. CHAPTER 64
  65. CHAPTER 65
  66. CHAPTER 66
  67. CHAPTER 67
  68. CHAPTER 68
  69. CHAPTER 69
  70. CHAPTER 70
  71. CHAPTER 71
  72. CHAPTER 72
  73. CHAPTER 73
  74. CHAPTER 74
  75. CHAPTER 75
  76. CHAPTER 76
  77. CHAPTER 77
  78. CHAPTER 78
  79. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  80. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  81. FICTION BY ALLEN ESKENS

“Yes.”

He stepped back from the vehicle. “It’s time.”

He watched her back out of the garage before going back into the house. Once inside, he put his laptop on the table and walked to the stairs. Standing at the top, he whispered into the phone, “You’re doing fine, Sandy. Just stay calm and this will soon be over.”

Then he muted the phone, pulled the stocking cap off his head, and walked down the steps to the basement, where Pip sat watching a cartoon.

The man gave the boy a smile. “Hello, Pip.”

CHAPTER 6

Max arrived at the electric company before the office opened, having had no bath in a week. He had put off bathing because he’d have had to haul water in from the hand pump out front and heat half to a boil on his woodstove—a lot of work.

As he waited, he gave thought to the questions he might face inside. Last week, the woman behind the window, a matronly lady of sixty years or better, had seemed confused when Max asked that she shut off the power to the cabin.

“Closing down for the season?” she had asked.

“No, just doing without.”

She looked at Max as if there was a punch line coming. “Doing without… electricity?”

“That’s right.”

“And you’re still going to live there?”

“I am,” Max replied.

“Without electricity?”

“Yes,” he said. “I plan to live deliberately.”

The woman had looked at Max like he was speaking nonsense—obviously not a fan of Thoreau. “And so… you want me to shut off your power.”

Max closed his eyes, a slow blink to hide his exasperation. “Yes, please.”

He had lasted only a week, and now he imagined her grinning with smug satisfaction as he asked to have his power restored. He wanted to tell her that he didn’t lack the fortitude to make it without electricity. He had no problem hauling water in from the pump. He didn’t mind the chill of night as the fire died down. He could make do with cooking his meals over the fire pit. What he lacked was the ability to kill a goddamned rabbit without losing his shit.

If Max could have, he would have called the electric company, but he’d terminated his data plan shortly after moving to the cabin, a measure he took to cut ties with the one person who had cared enough to try to call him after he disappeared, his former partner in Homicide, Niki Vang.

She had been at his side as he suffered through the memory of his dead wife, turning a blind eye as Max pieced together the puzzle that led him to her killer. She had kept his secret, telling no one about what he had been up to in the days before his sudden resignation. She had been a true friend, and Max repaid her by mailing his badge and gun to her for her to turn in to the chief. His resignation had been a deal that he made with himself just before he pushed Mikhail through the hole. Giving up his badge was a price he would pay for exacting his revenge.