From Brian: “When I was ten years old, I was sick in a hospital. There was this one nurse who was absolutely beautiful. I remember that as she was taking my temperature and performing basic medical procedures on me while I was passive in the hospital bed, I became attracted to her. I desired to be dominated by her. She was the first woman that I recall having sexual fantasies about. Even after I was discharged from the hospital, I would lay awake at home and fantasize about her as I played with my body. In my fantasies, she would dominate me and have sex with me. I have no idea why I had such desires about her but I guess it was because I was so helpless to her when I was in the hospital. I never saw her again but I loved her from afar for the next year.”

From John: “I had this teacher in junior high school. She was a brunette and she was incredibly sexy. She’d wear tight blouses, tight skirts and sexy high-heel shoes. I remember one day when she wore a leather skirt to class and it drove me crazy. I think she dressed this way to tease the boys in her class. I had such a crush on her. I use to stay after class and volunteer to do things for her because I just wanted to be near her. I felt weak and very submissive toward her. I would fantasize about her all the time and she was the object of my thoughts the first time I ever masturbated.”

From Richard: “I had this sister who was six years older than me. My parents would assign each of us chores but my sister would make me do hers when my parents were not home, and she would take the credit.

When I was eleven, she was a senior in high school. She was very bossy toward me and I loved it. Most little brothers would fight with their older sisters but not me. I would do anything for her. I was attracted to her and the meaner she treated me, the more I loved her.

I remember when she would sunbathe in our driveway. She would lie on a chase-lounge right under my bedroom window. I would stand on my bed and peek out the window and stare at her beautiful body. As I look back, I feel ashamed about it now but back then, it seemed like the natural thing to do. She was a Goddess in my eyes. Now that we are older and both have families, we enjoy a very close brother/sister relationship. She has no idea that I once fantasized about her. I would hang around her just to be near her. I loved it when she bossed me around and ordered me to do chores for her. Those are some of the best memories from my childhood.”