Back Expectation: a Novel
Chapters (66)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. London Fields
  5. 2010
  6. Hannah
  7. Cate
  8. Lissa
  9. Cate
  10. Abjections
  11. Hannah
  12. Lissa
  13. Soulmates
  14. Cate
  15. Lissa
  16. Hannah
  17. Resistance
  18. Cate
  19. Lissa
  20. Hannah
  21. True North
  22. Cate
  23. Lissa
  24. Hannah
  25. London
  26. Lissa
  27. Cate
  28. Lissa
  29. Hannah
  30. Bras
  31. Cate
  32. Hannah
  33. Cate
  34. Hannah
  35. Cate
  36. Hannah
  37. Lissa
  38. Hannah
  39. Lissa
  40. Hens
  41. Cate
  42. Hannah
  43. Lissa
  44. Hannah
  45. Cate
  46. Lissa
  47. Hannah
  48. Epithalamium
  49. Lissa
  50. Hannah
  51. Cate
  52. Lissa
  53. Hannah
  54. Lissa
  55. Hannah
  56. Cate
  57. Lissa
  58. Hannah
  59. Lissa
  60. 2012
  61. Hannah
  62. London Fields
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author
  65. Also by Anna Hope
  66. About the Publisher

A chair is produced, and Lissa dutifully makes her way into the middle of the space and sits upon it. “And you”—Klara turns on her heel and points to Michael—“you are also stiff. You are only on stage for five minutes, but you are stiff. It is horrible. Come here.”

Michael stands, runs his hand through his hair. He is grinning. “Great,” he says. “Nice one.”

“Michael, do you know this technique?”

Michael shakes his head.

“Leesa. Describe it to Michael, please.”

Lissa crosses her legs at the ankle, then uncrosses them. “So . . . as far as I can remember . . . it starts by one or the other of us noticing something about the other person. I will notice something about you, something on the surface at first. It may be what you are wearing. I might say, you are wearing a blue top. And you repeat it back to me. I am wearing a blue top. We do that for a bit, and then we go deeper—”

“Stop!” Klara slaps the desk. “Enough explanation. Begin.”

Michael gives a quick barking laugh. Lissa takes a breath.

“Your hair,” she says, “is . . . shaped like a pompadour.”

Michael smiles. “My hair is shaped like a pompadour?” he says, giving the word a little upward tick.

“STOP.”

Michael turns towards the director.

“No acting.” Klara bangs the table and Poppy the assistant stage manager jumps. “You are acting. If this is your acting, I am glad you have no lines in this play. The point is not to act.”

Chastened, Michael turns back to Lissa, who shoots him a compassionate look, and they begin again.

“You look pale,” says Lissa.

“I look pale.”

“You look pale.”

“I look pale.”

She can see he is frozen now, too frightened to make a move.

She remembers her teacher at drama school, a small intense man who believed passionately in this way of working. Say what you see, was what he always said when they used the Meisner technique. Put your attention on the other person, look closely, and call what you see. “You look scared,” she says to Michael.

“I look scared,” Michael agrees.

“You look scared.”

The game stumbles on limply as Klara hisses and tut-tuts and shakes her head.

“STOP. This is terrible. Terrible.” She waves Michael off the stage with a vicious hand.

“Je-sus,” he says under his breath, as he stands and hitches his jeans. “Good luck.”

“You.” Klara twitches her head towards where Johnny sits. “Johnny. Your turn.”

Johnny gets up silently and goes to take Michael’s place.