Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

She carries the rabbit over to the bins by the outbuilding, and after some hesitation chooses the one marked GENERAL WASTE. The wind has got up, the trees are swaying, and as she turns her back on the forest and sets off towards the house, she gets the same feeling she had the other day. She knows why – it’s because of Agnes’s question, and Håkan’s whispering. Is this far enough? Do you really think they won’t find you if they want to? You have to tell her, Anna!

*

That night the dream comes back, for the first time in months. The claustrophobic hospital room: Anna in the chair, Håkan in the bed beside her. The air is dry and smells of antiseptic, the light is subdued. Machines hum, tubes and wires are wound around one another like larvae, and somewhere underneath it all there is a frail human body. A body that was once Håkan, and is now in the process of slowly wasting away.

‘Please help me, Anna,’ he whispers. Raises a skinny hand and points to the machine next to the bed with a gnarled finger that ought to belong to a much older man. It is a square box with buttons at the front, an infusion pump sending morphine into his blood.

The tears come as always, blurring the image of the room. She hears his voice.

‘I don’t want to die, not like this. Please help me, Anna!’

New scene. An interview room.

Two internal investigators on one side of the table, Anna and her defence lawyer on the other side.

‘Did you do it?’ one of the investigators asks, and it takes a few seconds before she realises that the man is actually Jens Friberg.

*

She is woken by a noise. Or at least she thinks she heard something; she is suddenly wide awake, her heart pounding. She lies still, listening hard. The room is pitch dark; she can hear the faint sound of the wind outside. She sits up, checks her phone. Two o’clock in the morning – four hours until her alarm goes off. She needs a wee, and gets up quietly so as not to disturb Agnes and Milo. She pauses outside Agnes’s door, but all is peaceful.