Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Author’s Note
- Extract from Rites of Spring
- About the Author
Monday morning. If she scores the weekend, it comes out with a slight plus. The weather took a turn for the worse yesterday, so she and Agnes didn’t manage to continue their search for the quarry. Instead, Agnes spent the whole day shut in her room with Netflix, while Anna did a few jobs. Part of her hopes that Agnes will tire of Simon’s story and realise that a tragic fatal accident involving a boy only a few years older than her is not something they should be digging into, particularly as they’re living in his father’s studio. Another, much stronger part is already missing the companionship they shared on Saturday. For a few short hours everything had been almost . . . normal.
When her hair is dry enough she gathers it up into a severe ponytail, puts on a minimal amount of makeup, then adjusts the knot of her tie. Examines the result in the mirror and finds a new wrinkle next to one eye. She considers trying to cover it with foundation, but decides not to bother. After all, she will be forty-six soon, and she has no desire to turn up for her first day at work plastered in makeup.
She taps on Agnes’s door. ‘Time to get up.’ Milo is on the bed, of course, even though he’s not allowed. He glares defiantly at her, curls his lip a fraction as if to warn her against coming too near his Agnes.
*
‘Did you sleep well?’ she asks as Agnes pulls on her jacket to take the dog out. The only response is a mumble. The positive mood of the weekend has clearly gone.
‘What time is your train?’
‘Seven thirty.’
‘OK – that means we need to leave here by ten to seven at the latest.’
The front door slams shut. Anna takes a deep breath, determined not to let herself be provoked. This is Agnes’s first day at school. Hers too, you could say.
*
She parks in front of the police station five minutes after the agreed time. The weekend’s fog still lingers; it seems thicker down here in the village, and clings to her clothes. It also smells unpleasant, an acrid, burned odour that makes her nostrils prickle. She never used to bother much about smells; she’s experienced the very worst in the course of her job, but over the past year they all seem to have become more powerful. She knows exactly when it started: on the morning of 2 November last year. White lilies. Håkan’s funeral. She feels the nerves making her stomach churn, fills her lungs with air. Calm down, everything’s going to be fine, he whispers. They seem to be friends again now. At least he isn’t filling her head with any more dire warnings.