Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

‘Anna!’ She looks up and sees Lisa clinging by one arm to a huge rock a few metres from the shore. Her other arm is dangling at an odd angle. The water is swirling around the rock.

‘I can’t go any further, the current’s too strong! My arm . . .’ Lisa shouts.

Anna isn’t caught in the same current yet, but there is no doubt that she is getting closer to it with every second. She has to reach the shore, has to prioritise her daughter.

She keeps kicking, using all the reserves of strength she can summon up to keep moving forward. Suddenly her shoulders hit rocks. She puts her feet down and manages to take a few steps before she stumbles. Another attempt, then another until she reaches the shore. She grazes her knees on the stones and twists her ankle, but her legs are so cold that she is only vaguely aware of the pain. The bank is no more than half a metre high, but when she lifts Agnes’s body out of the river and it is no longer supported by the water, the weight makes her collapse with exhaustion, Agnes in her arms. Her stomach contracts, sending up a cascade of liquid that sears her throat.

Lisa is still calling out to her. Inside her head Håkan is yelling that she has to get to her feet, drag Agnes up onto the bank and start CPR. She tries to crawl, but her legs and arms refuse to co-operate, and she flops on her back next to Agnes. Someone is screaming, the sound is loud and heartrending, a mixture of grief and impotence. It takes a few seconds for Anna to realise that it is her.

All at once someone grabs her shoulders and heaves her up onto the bank. She sees Wellington boots, green hunting trousers and an oilskin jacket. It is Bror Klein.

Without a word he drops her and returns to pick up Agnes. Her face and lips are white.

Hope gives Anna fresh strength. She gets to her knees and hurls herself at Agnes. Pushes away Klein’s helping hands and points to the rock where she saw Lisa.

‘Out there. Someone else. Quickly!’

He disappears as she pinches Agnes’s nostrils and places her mouth over her daughter’s lips. She tastes blood, and blows as hard as she can. Hears that horrible bubbling in Agnes’s windpipe. She blows again, and again. The bubbling grows louder.

Keep going, Håkan says. Don’t give up!

She keeps blowing, feels the lack of oxygen making her field of vision narrow, but she doesn’t stop. Agnes gurgles, and like lava from volcano, dark green water gushes out of her mouth. Anna rolls Agnes onto her side and bangs her back until the eruption stops.

‘Agnes!’

Her voice sounds distant. Agnes doesn’t move.