Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

The car shifts again. Anna manages to fill her lungs one last time before the air pocket disappears. She is on her knees on the back seat of the sinking car. The only escape route is through the windscreen, which is behind them. In order to reach it she will have to wrestle both Agnes and herself between the front seats, avoiding the crushed section of the roof.

It’s impossible. She lets go of Agnes and dives down to the side door. The car is full of water now, so the pressure ought to be the same inside and outside, which means she should be able to open the door. Theoretically.

She tugs at the handle, but it’s no use. The cold is shrinking her lungs, her movements are getting slower and slower. She braces her body against the driver’s seat and pushes the door as hard as she can with one foot.

Gradually it begins to open. White lights flicker in front of her eyes. Her heartbeat is deafening.

Three minutes, Håkan says again in that voice he sometimes used when they were training together. This is your last chance, Anna. Push, for God’s sake!

She gathers all her strength, opens her mouth and roars into the water, forcing the door centimetre by centimetre until there is a gap wide enough to get through.

She is out of oxygen, the white lights have turned into a multicoloured firework display, and yet somehow she manages to haul Agnes out of the car. She kicks against the bodywork, propelling them both upwards.

Keep going, Anna. Keep going, you can do this!

But Agnes’s lifeless body is dragging her down, and she is on the point of losing consciousness. On the point of being swallowed up by dark, ice-cold water, just like Simon Vidje. She closes her eyes and draws her daughter closer.

Suddenly, the pressure around her head eases, and she is above the surface. She gasps, takes breath after breath. The firework display comes to an end and her vision clears.

The shore is three to four metres away, and she tries to swim in that direction with one hand, keeping Agnes’s head above the water with the other. Her daughter’s face is ashen, her eyes closed. Blood is trickling from an ugly gash over her left eye.

Their progress is agonisingly slow. The current is forcing them back. Anna shifts her position so that she is swimming on her back with Agnes’s head between her hands, as she learned on a lifesaving course. It’s a little easier, and they edge towards the shore. Anna coughs and swallows river water, but the adrenaline pumping through her body enables her to keep going, in spite of the cold, the lack of oxygen and exhaustion.

Four minutes, Håkan whispers. You have to get ashore; you have to check her breathing.