Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

‘I’m not sure,’ he replies, although his body language tells another story. ‘Joss was the one who wanted a divorce.’ He looks away. ‘We do our best to get along, for the sake of the girls – but it’s hard. Are you and Håkan still friends?’

‘We were. He died a year ago from li . . . liv . . .’

Alex has that look on his face that so many people get when they realise she stammers – as if they’re unsure whether to keep quiet or help her to fill in the tricky word.

Alex makes the right choice, giving her time to catch her breath, change things around.

‘Cancer of the liver.’

‘I’m so sorry.’ They stand in silence for a little while, about ten metres from the main door. ‘Do you ever wish you could go back?’

‘To the time when we were married? Sometimes, yes.’

Alex shakes his head. ‘Further back. Before marriage and a mortgage and all those obligations. Before everything got so complicated.’

She senses where he’s going, and gently nudges him along.

‘I suppose everyone does from time to time. Life was pretty simple when we were teenagers. Full of possibilities.’

‘It was.’ He looks down at the ground. ‘I’d give anything to have that feeling again. To get back . . .’

He doesn’t finish the sentence.

A shiny, expensive SUV drives into the courtyard and stops directly in front of the entrance. The driver’s door opens and Caia Bianca steps out. She is immediately surrounded by fans wanting selfies. Alex straightens his shoulders and his expression changes completely. He watches Caia until she’s disappeared inside, then smiles foolishly at Anna as if he’s forgotten what they were talking about.

‘Maybe we should go in,’ she says dryly.

He nods and shoots off at such a speed that she ends up several metres behind him. She considers running to catch him up, then realises how stupid that would be. Instead, she lingers outside for a few minutes. Back inside she sees Caia over by the top table being hugged and air-kissed by Marie and Bruno Sordi, while Alex stands nearby, sheepishly waiting his turn. Caia has swapped her fake fur for a tight white dress; she clearly spends many hours in the gym, and her breasts are considerably younger than the rest of her.

Anna doesn’t quite know what to do now. Her table is gone, and there’s no sign of Call-me. People are milling about, some heading outside, others coming in, while the staff quickly and efficiently get the room ready for the dance.