Back Deeds of Autumn
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Author’s Note
  70. Extract from Rites of Spring
  71. About the Author

‘I didn’t know you smoked,’ he says.

‘I don’t – it’s expensive and it kills you. Plus, you get yellow teeth. Only idiots smoke . . .’ She takes an exaggerated drag, manages to tease a little smile out of him.

‘Absolutely – smoking is for losers.’ Alex also takes a deep drag. Anna feels as if the burgeoning connection between them has been restored.

‘I saw your youngest daughter won the talent show,’ she says. ‘Congratulations!’

Before Alex has time to answer, the group of giggling women reappear. They seem to know Alex; a couple of them fling their arms around his neck and shower him with sympathetic babbling. ‘Poor you!’ ‘Joss has no idea what she’s throwing away!’ ‘It’s so nice that you’re staying on good terms for the sake of the girls.’

Alex plays along, but glances in Anna’s direction from time to time, making it clear exactly what he thinks of the situation. The autumn air is cold and damp, and she shivers. She jerks her head in the direction of the party room, and Alex nods. He extricates himself from the women and accompanies her inside.

‘So, how’s the date going?’ he asks, keeping his tone light.

‘Brilliant. Lasse Gunnarsson is a real catch!’

He stops, apparently not realising that she’s joking; he looks quite crushed. She frowns and shakes her head, and he breaks into a grin. Only now does she realise that he’s pretty drunk.

‘You’re divorced too, aren’t you? How long have you been on your own?’

‘Two years.’ She waits for Håkan’s comment, but fortunately he’s keeping quiet at the moment.

‘Can I ask whose decision it was?’

‘Mine.’

‘I see . . .’

He sounds so sad that she goes on:

‘Håkan and I met at the police academy. We got married in 2000 and Agnes came along the following year. He was my best friend; I really thought we were together forever. But then I found out he was having an affair with a female colleague. It’s not unusual among police officers.’

‘I see,’ Alex says. ‘What an idiot. No wonder you kicked him out – you must have been furious.’

Anna shakes her head. ‘It wasn’t really about anger. Actually, that’s not true . . .’ She pauses, navigates her way past a stammer. ‘At first I was livid. Håkan was devastated – he begged me to forgive him.’

She falls silent again, takes a deep breath. She’s never told anyone this, and yet she’s standing here, baring her soul to someone who was a complete stranger only a few days ago. But she goes on:

‘I honestly tried, but the wound was too deep.’

He doesn’t say anything, which she appreciates. He merely nods slowly as if he understands her thinking, even though she doesn’t really understand it herself. She shivers.

‘And what about you?’ she asks.