Chapters (83)
- Cover
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Epilogue
- About the Author
He was big, she’d told them. Big and heavy. But she never saw him. With one arm around her throat, he’d half carried, half dragged her into a nearby shrubbery. The same verdant guelder-rose shrubbery Anita Kollbar had smiled at as she jogged towards it, just a few seconds earlier. The almost deafening tweeting of the sparrows hiding in the dense foliage. And the rustle when they suddenly took wing as one.
The way he had laid her down on her stomach, straddled her, facing her feet. How he had effortlessly pulled down her sweatpants and underwear and angled her lower legs up. The way he’d handled her like an angry child handles a rag doll. The way she’d felt like his weight was going to suffocate her, snap her ribs and collapse her ribcage. How she hadn’t been able to scream, had been too scared to resist.
The shame in her eyes when she said that.
She doesn’t know what he did next, doesn’t know in what order. She thinks he dug around inside her with his fingers first. Then he got up and went behind her, forced her legs apart. Rooted around inside. Laid down on top of her . . . she thinks he might have tried to penetrate her, but failed.
He hadn’t said a word, just grunted.
And then, when she thought it was all over, when she felt him get off her and she’d lain completely still, thinking he was either going to kill her or run away, that’s when she’d been ripped apart. She hadn’t been able to comprehend what was happening, had just felt as though she was being devoured, ground to pieces by a slicing pain. She had asked God to let her die.
She doesn’t remember anything else, she’d told them. Not when he left, not how long it lasted. Doesn’t remember having a lock of hair taken. Doesn’t remember the dog owner, her neighbour, who had found her a few hours later. He’d saved her, she’d been told when she woke up at the hospital, she wouldn’t have lasted much longer. There had been extensive blood loss.
‘I wish no one had found me,’ she’d said.
*
‘How many mopeds in this town?’ Karen says with her eyes on a Nissan approaching slowly, on the lookout for an open spot.
‘No idea. But none of them is registered, so we’ll never know. Still, I texted Johannisen the moment she said it so they’re aware when they continue the door-knocking. Other than that, I suppose we’ll have to go back to everyone we’ve already talked to in the area and ask about it.’
‘I guess the real question is if the sound she heard has any connection to the attack. How many men between the ages of twenty-five and forty use a moped to get around?’
‘One would be enough.’