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Chapters (83)
  1. Cover
  2. Maps
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Epilogue
  83. About the Author

He was big, she’d told them. Big and heavy. But she never saw him. With one arm around her throat, he’d half carried, half dragged her into a nearby shrubbery. The same verdant guelder-rose shrubbery Anita Kollbar had smiled at as she jogged towards it, just a few seconds earlier. The almost deafening tweeting of the sparrows hiding in the dense foliage. And the rustle when they suddenly took wing as one.

The way he had laid her down on her stomach, straddled her, facing her feet. How he had effortlessly pulled down her sweatpants and underwear and angled her lower legs up. The way he’d handled her like an angry child handles a rag doll. The way she’d felt like his weight was going to suffocate her, snap her ribs and collapse her ribcage. How she hadn’t been able to scream, had been too scared to resist.

The shame in her eyes when she said that.

She doesn’t know what he did next, doesn’t know in what order. She thinks he dug around inside her with his fingers first. Then he got up and went behind her, forced her legs apart. Rooted around inside. Laid down on top of her . . . she thinks he might have tried to penetrate her, but failed.

He hadn’t said a word, just grunted.

And then, when she thought it was all over, when she felt him get off her and she’d lain completely still, thinking he was either going to kill her or run away, that’s when she’d been ripped apart. She hadn’t been able to comprehend what was happening, had just felt as though she was being devoured, ground to pieces by a slicing pain. She had asked God to let her die.

She doesn’t remember anything else, she’d told them. Not when he left, not how long it lasted. Doesn’t remember having a lock of hair taken. Doesn’t remember the dog owner, her neighbour, who had found her a few hours later. He’d saved her, she’d been told when she woke up at the hospital, she wouldn’t have lasted much longer. There had been extensive blood loss.

‘I wish no one had found me,’ she’d said.

*

‘How many mopeds in this town?’ Karen says with her eyes on a Nissan approaching slowly, on the lookout for an open spot.

‘No idea. But none of them is registered, so we’ll never know. Still, I texted Johannisen the moment she said it so they’re aware when they continue the door-knocking. Other than that, I suppose we’ll have to go back to everyone we’ve already talked to in the area and ask about it.’

‘I guess the real question is if the sound she heard has any connection to the attack. How many men between the ages of twenty-five and forty use a moped to get around?’

‘One would be enough.’