Back Cruel Tides
Chapters (83)
  1. Cover
  2. Maps
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Epilogue
  83. About the Author

Her voice seems to fade away again, as though someone were playing with the volume control.

Karen can sense Karl leaning forward slightly, hears the sound of him taking notes.

‘Did you see anyone on the street?’

‘No. But I probably didn’t look. I remember thinking that it was completely quiet. I like it when . . . liked it when . . . the stillness . . .’

Seeing Anita Kollbar’s face transform as the significance of her words sink in is almost physically painful. As though she were ashamed, she buries her face in the pillow and clutches the corner of it. But she doesn’t make a sound.

‘Do you feel up to this?’ Karen asks after a while. ‘We can stop here and come back another time.’

She can hear Karl inhale and hold his breath while he waits for the answer. Then Anita Kollbar turns back to Karen. Dry-eyed, as though she has no tears left to shed. And there’s a flash of something other than grief there. Resolve.

‘No, let’s do it now,’ she says.

‘OK. Can you tell us what route you took? And again, if you saw or noticed anything.’

‘I walked at first, don’t like running on asphalt. Went down Anurgate to the intersection by Lemdalskroken. There’s a field there and a footpath down to the lake. I jogged pretty slowly across the field at first, I’m pretty out of shape, so . . .’

That volume control again. Karen waits patiently.

‘I saw a hare, I remember that. In the field. But no people . . . And then I got to the lake path and turned right towards the benches they have there . . .’

Karen can picture it. The path around Lindby Lake had been a regular haunt during bright summer evenings for anyone who attended Östra Upper Secondary. Which Arve, her first real boyfriend, did. Arve, who had preferred to take Karen down to one of the sloping lawns by the lake rather than exposing her to his parents’ critically watchful eyes back home.

There, on a blanket, they’d eaten rye rolls filled with soft sheep’s cheese and drunk the wine Arve had pilfered from his parents’ well-stocked basement. Had thrown crumbs to grebes and tufted ducks, only to conclude the mallards were somehow always first in line.

Arve Ling. She hasn’t thought about him in years. Now he appears before her inner eye, tall and gangly with that adorable crooked front tooth. She sees herself, young, in love, full of anticipation. A blanket on a lawn by Lindby Lake, a whole lifetime ago.

Back in the present, she listens to Anita Kollbar’s account of that fateful run with mounting unease. Knowing they’re just a few hundred feet from where the attack took place.

‘I remember I was happy because it felt so easy. Running, I mean. The air felt so good that early in the morning . . .’

‘And you still hadn’t noticed anything unusual or anything that made you react? Anything—’