Chapters (83)
- Cover
- Maps
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Epilogue
- About the Author
The sound of sirens should have tipped her off, should have made her take her regular route, through town, instead of trying to be smart and make up time. Although, she realises after a quick glance at her bag on the passenger seat, it’s highly possible she wasn’t thinking at all. That she hasn’t been since she lay down on the table and felt the cold lump of jelly on her stomach.
At least she had been smart enough to keep the fact that she hadn’t been able to make out anything in the blurry picture to herself. She’d nodded along when the doctor pointed to the screen.
‘This is the spine, and you can see the heart here. Everything looks good, but down the line you may want to have amniocentesis just to be on the safe side. If you want. But you don’t have to decide that now.’
She had continued to nod mechanically, had listened to the doctor explain the risks of the test and with pregnancy at her age in general. Had registered phrases like high blood pressure, ruptured placenta, premature birth, protracted labour, and Down’s syndrome.
‘And miscarriage, of course; I’m afraid that’s very common at your age.’
‘Of course. Can you tell the sex?’
‘Not yet, you’re only at the end of week eleven. But we can find out a few weeks from now. If you’re still—’
If I’m still pregnant then.
‘—interested in finding out in advance if it’s a girl or a boy.’
And along with further advice about iron and calcium and carrying on like normal and hoping for the best, Karen had been handed a printout of the blurry ultrasound picture and climbed back into her car.
Now, she looks back out at the traffic jam and notes that things have gone from a crawl to a complete standstill. In the far distance, she can just about make out the reflection of blue lights where the road curves around the mountain. She squashes the impulse to call the station and instead turns on the radio.
Within thirty seconds, the broadcast is interrupted by the familiar jingle.
‘There has been a traffic accident on road 32, northbound, near Gaarda, just past the Dunker exit. Emergency services are at the scene and police are advising motorists to use an alternative route via Glitne. We will be back with more information as it comes in.’
Timely advice, Karen grumbles and glances up at the rear-view mirror. The man in the car behind her runs a hand through his hair and leans back resignedly.
She glances over at her handbag. Considers pulling out the picture and having another look. Maybe this time, instead of seeing something akin to a satellite image of a vast low-pressure, she’ll be able to make out what the doctor was talking about.
And then, the memory is there. Uninvited, crystal-clear.