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  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

“I know. I just don’t want to let them down or see them hurt,” I mutter, and change the subject quickly. “But there you go, there’s your truth. Now it’s my turn. Truth or dare?”

“Truth,” Declan answers without hesitation, and I’m grateful that he’s not trying to linger on what I just shared.

“Okay. I just shared some of my baggage with you, so I think it’s only fair you return the favor. What’s something true about you I don’t know but should?”

Declan takes a drink and turns the glass in his hand several times before he answers. “I’m dyslexic,” he says matter-of-factly.

My brows shoot up. “Really?”

“Yup, really.”

“Wow. I wouldn’t have known.”

He huffs a quiet laugh, lifting one shoulder. “You asked for baggage. There it is.”

“I’m sorry,” I rush, feeling totally insensitive for even asking him that. “We don’t have to talk about any of this if you don’t want to.” But Declan’s hand flies back out to rest on my wrist, stopping me.

“Honestly, there isn’t much I feel like I can’t share with you.” His words wrap around my heart like a caress. My hands fidget until Declan puts his on mine and squeezes my fingers. “Besides, you just shared something super personal with me, so it’s only fair, like you said.”

Several questions buzz in my head, but I don’t know how to ask them in a way that isn’t problematic. And I don’t want to make him feel like he’s under a microscope either, so I’m not sure what to do until he starts laughing at me.

“There you go again, all in your head.”

“Am I really that obvious?” I ask with a self-conscious smile, and Declan nods hard.

“Sorry to break it to you, but yeah, you are. And since I already know you’re wondering, I got diagnosed as a kid. It was rough at first, but once I learned some tools to help me, it got a lot easier. It still trips me up every now and then though.”

“It must have been so hard to have to deal with that as a kid. I know how awful kids can be to each other.”

Declan continues caressing the back of my hand with his thumb. “Yeah, I wasn’t any exception to that. They were ruthless. And my dad wasn’t much better about it.”

“Are you serious? Your own dad bullied you for that?”

“Let’s just say he wasn’t exactly the best guy in the world. My mom and I struggled for a while financially after he left, but we still weren’t all that upset to see him go, even when the health problems she was having turned out to be Parkinson’s.”