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Chapters (108)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1. Declan
  3. Declan
  4. 2. Hannah
  5. Hannah
  6. 3. Hannah
  7. Hannah
  8. 4. Hannah
  9. Hannah
  10. 5. Declan
  11. Declan
  12. 6. Hannah
  13. Hannah
  14. 7. Declan
  15. Declan
  16. 8. Declan
  17. Declan
  18. 9. Hannah
  19. Hannah
  20. 10. Declan
  21. Declan
  22. 11. Hannah
  23. Hannah
  24. 12. Declan
  25. Declan
  26. 13. Hannah
  27. Hannah
  28. 14. Declan
  29. Declan
  30. 15. Hannah
  31. Hannah
  32. 16. Hannah
  33. Hannah
  34. 17. Declan
  35. Declan
  36. 18. Hannah
  37. Hannah
  38. 19. Hannah
  39. Hannah
  40. 20. Hannah
  41. Hannah
  42. 21. Declan
  43. Declan
  44. 22. Hannah
  45. Hannah
  46. 23. Declan
  47. Declan
  48. 24. Hannah
  49. Hannah
  50. 25. Declan
  51. Declan
  52. 26. Hannah
  53. Hannah
  54. 27. Declan
  55. Declan
  56. 28. Hannah
  57. Hannah
  58. 29. Declan
  59. Declan
  60. 30. Hannah
  61. Hannah
  62. 31. Declan
  63. Declan
  64. 32. Hannah
  65. Hannah
  66. 33. Hannah
  67. Hannah
  68. 34. Declan
  69. Declan
  70. 35. Hannah
  71. Hannah
  72. 36. Declan
  73. Declan
  74. 37. Hannah
  75. Hannah
  76. 38. Declan
  77. Declan
  78. 39. Hannah
  79. Hannah
  80. 40. Declan
  81. Declan
  82. 41. Hannah
  83. Hannah
  84. 42. Declan
  85. Declan
  86. 43. Hannah
  87. Hannah
  88. 44. Declan
  89. Declan
  90. 45. Hannah
  91. Hannah
  92. 46. Hannah
  93. Hannah
  94. 47. Declan
  95. Declan
  96. 48. Hannah
  97. Hannah
  98. 49. Declan
  99. Declan
  100. 50. Hannah
  101. Hannah
  102. 51. Declan
  103. Declan
  104. Epilogue
  105. Hannah
  106. Epilogue Two
  107. Grant
  108. Books by Nikki Lawson

The man doesn’t say anything, just stares at me, his amber-flecked brown eyes warm and curious behind his mask. His hands are still resting lightly on my bare arms, and his touch makes something crackle through me, like electricity finding a long-forgotten path.

“Uh, yeah, that makes two of us,” he finally says, his voice a deep rumble that seems to reverberate directly through the connection points between us. Now that I’m not at risk of falling on my face, I notice just how handsome he is. He’s almost a foot taller than me, with broad shoulders and a head of dark, wavy hair.

“Really?” I bite my bottom lip nervously, dragging it between my teeth. “It’s kind of nice to know I’m not the only one. I’ve always wanted to explore kink, but this is the first time I’ve worked up the nerve. I figured there’s no better first time than when everyone’s wearing a mask and won’t remember you, right?”

I laugh softly, lifting one shoulder in a self-conscious shrug. The way he’s looking at me makes my pulse skip like a stone skimming across water, but I can’t seem to stop talking.

“I wasn’t sure what to wear either,” I add, shaking my head ruefully. “I probably tried on seven different things before I picked this dress, and I’m still not sure it’s the right choice. I wish there was some kind of step-by-step guide for this sort of thing—although actually, there probably is, somewhere. I just don’t know where to find it. And I—” I break off, wincing as I realize I’m rambling. “Oh god. I’m babbling, aren’t I? Sorry. I’m a little nervous.”

“You shouldn’t be,” he tells me, his voice deeper, more confident now. “You look beautiful.”

A flush creeps up my cheeks, disappearing beneath the mask, and I duck my head almost shyly, not used to such direct compliments from gorgeous strangers. “Thank you.”

I look up at him again, and for a moment, our gazes lock. Neither of us speaks. I’m acutely aware that his hands are still wrapped lightly around my upper arms. Combined with the soft moans and sighs echoing around us, I’m viscerally reminded of exactly where we are and what this place is for.

“Did you come here with someone?” I ask in a low voice, a little surprised at my own boldness.

“No,” he shakes his head quickly, still holding my gaze. “Did you?”

“No.” My tongue darts out to wet my lips, my mouth suddenly dry. “Would you like to get a drink or something? Or—” I frown, remembering his earlier change of direction and suddenly worried I’ve misread the situation. “I’m sorry. Were you leaving?”